it started as a wonderful nite, with lots of laughter and chatter.. and dada said that he was going to join the choir! haha.. not funny at the moment cos i jus hung up after talking to dada for quite a while..if you guys who are reading this find it funny, i'll tell you now, it aint funny.. T.T i feel like bursting out into tears la.. i dunno why?... but its cos........................ i heard him say ' if you think im lying, then i think i shouldnt have loved you at all......' then after that, i kept uber quiet.. and he went ' mariko, should i jus i hang up? should i? oh.. my baby sad and angry le ah?' then he hung up.. he did sms me, but i didnt reply.. then he called, i picked up, but i never answered.. he said hello a few times, and a sorry, and then he hung up again.. that was when i decided to reply his sms.. and i told him.. then he called me again.. and this time i talked.. we said a few stuff, then he said ' you know wat, maybe i'll jus sms you, i dun feel like talking now...' !!!!!!!! at that time, though i said nth, my heart was like breaking la.. and actually, i had stopped crying le.. but after he said that, i jus hung up AGAIN! and started crying AGAIN! its like he's out to make me vry or smth-.-
.. wat the heck is wrong with me.. he's jus another stupid guy out there to cheat my feelings from me.. T.T i really dunno wat to say or do.. i cant even say anything to him now.. i feel... i dunno wat i feel! argh! i feel uber stupid.. dsfdsjfjdsfjsdhflhdgjkdhfgjkhfdkjghfghfdxljghsdhgoeshtoshfdxklngldf
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okie... feeling much better.. thks bloggy! ^^
miko is sad and confused!
