9:08 PM + Thursday, November 30, 2006

hey ppl, i just wanted to share the end of the JIE JIE that i've known for the last few mths.. i hope you wun get the wrong idea, but maybe i just want to set a reminder for me..
i had this conversation with him today.. he talk to me last nite too, and it started then..


[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
running away from what
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
i dunno?
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
right
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
i dun believe you dunno me
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
why you acting lidat?
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
who's acting whaat?
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
running from what?
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
your running away from reality
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
haha
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
wdv
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
dun wdv me
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
you know wat im talking abt
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
BFH
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
huh
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
what talking you man
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
okie
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
nvm
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
you wana start all over, then fine
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
hi, im mariko
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
my frens call me miko
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
you are?
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
start over
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
anyways...read my nick
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
my name is there
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
why cant you type it out
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
so lazy
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
uh huh
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
since its there
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
why should i?
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
cos its basic courtesy
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
right
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
i'm b
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
im wat?
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
i'm B
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
so i call you B?
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
yeah wdv
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
are you okie??
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
yeah

you see! after one sentence on my tagboard,'who are you? i dun seem to know you' then he's acting like i REALLY dunno him and all.. haix.. i was jus really hurt lor.. but nvm, he wants to act like he doesnt know me, then.. up to him..

you know, how weird it was that he could sense when i was sad, even before dada could.. it felt weird, but now, i've lost someone who i could talk to and someone i could call my JIE JIE! im not a robot, and i cant erase JIE JIE of my mind.. i'll have to take the slow approach and forget him slowly.. haix.. tough, but it was me that started this mess..

9:37 PM + Wednesday, November 29, 2006

haha.. you know cos im SEC TWO! honeymoon year to my tuition teacher! haha.. i gotta choose combination hor.. havent posted wat combination im taking.. nxt year i'll be taking..

ARTs!
english (a must!)
CHINESE! (another must, but i LOVE it!!)
pure physics
pure chemistry
half lit.
A-maths
E-maths! (dun really like maths now! ><)

me combinations!!

you know, i just found out, i'll be suck in the D zone for 3 whole yrs in sec sch!! haha.. so cool rite? or not!! ahahahah...

miko gonna take a rest now! ^^

9:23 PM + Tuesday, November 28, 2006

hmm.. i fell aslp at ard 2am after reading the teens mag.. haix.. then i fell into a deep deep slp.. my mummy HAD to wake me up early at 9 just to go to sch.. i didnt wanna wake up so early in the first place la.. haix.. then i went to sch, collected my books from my locker while my mum sent in the registration form for my sis.. so horrible.. i had to buy books, still got my art stuff is not yet bought.. haha.. okie, so i went home, and you know wat i did? i went to slp! haha.. so obvious! haha.. okie.. and then you know wat happened? i had a nitemare.. a horrible one too..

my dream was like i was having dinner with dada, my sis and dada's fren he brought along.. and then as the food was served, he started helping his fren get food and was so caring to her, he acted as if i was invisible and his fren was his gf! i was so sad seeing that that i didnt eat anything and sat there crying, wats worse was that no one saw me crying and just tot i was pulling a fuss, and thus didnt bother me.. i dunno how i managed to survive that dinner, but the nxt day in my dreams, i woke up crying, couldnt get over that dinner, and so i sent an sms to him saying that we shld break up, i waited for his reply, and i finally gave up, knowing he was ignoring me totally, and couldnt be bothered with me anymore.. but then, smth miraculous happened, MY BRO WOKE ME UP!! from that nitemare you know, it was so real even though i knew i was slping.. haix.. T.T this hols is really bad..

i want DADA to come back from aus NOW! T.T
miko signing out with tears in her eyes...T.T

7:59 AM +

you know, i have managed to survive abt 29 days without dada.. miraculously.. hahah.. i get mood swings okie..

*my sis finally stops moaning for a while as she hears the sound 'love her,think abt him' by 7flowers and 183 club.. ahha.. quite nice lei.. haha.. but she started again but she stopped.. peace.. ah.. haix.. im being abused.. T.T*

i wanna cry!! T.T my sis abuse me and i get scolded.. how nice? haix.. my hols cant get any worse ba? haix.. you know, first, i lost dada, my most loved bf! ^^ <333 but he doesnt visit my blog.. haix.. BUT WE SMS!!
secondly, i stopped talking to justin cos i irritated him really badly.. haha.. i said i was sorry, jus didnt work i guess.. T.T sorry..
and thirdly, the one that hurt me the most, you know, i lost my phone, and he was the first i called that i knew i cld turn to, he tot i was LYING, thats ok cos i normally lie to him, but later he believed me cos i was crying over the phone.. it took tears for someone to believe me? haix.. sorry for lying too much then! after i lost my phone, he comforted me by saying, 'i'll get you another one with my pay'.. i was so happy! but it never lasted.. he didnt keep his promise, and he scolded me.. he said,' your not my mum, my dad, my sis or bro, nor my gf! your jus someone i call mei, other then that, your nth!' when i heard those words, i felt like crying, but not to him on the phone, so i hung up.. it hurt me so badly, i swore, i wun know him, or have anything to do witht that SPOILT BRAT!

okie.. thus, the ppl i miss is only one, DADA! haix.. one more mth!^^

1:14 AM + Monday, November 27, 2006

you know, last thurs, the psle results were out! WHEE! my sis did better than me.. obviously.. she got 255.. WHOO! haha.. okie.. we ate at fish & co. the service was lousy, but the food was definately better than the fish & co. at the airport.. haha.. okie..

after that, we went to visit our *POTENTIAL* temporary hse (a place where we will stay till our hse is done renovating..) i hope we wun stay there, cos it is not NICE! the space there is horrible, the toilets are worse (looked like one from a 0*hotel) *vomits* i wouldnt wanna stay there at ALL! and worse still, its near barker.. EEER! not to mention its so hot in the room, standing outside is even better! no air-con you know! haix.. its sure hell.. T.T

my sis made this joke.. the owner said,"this is the best place in the block.." my sis,"if this is the best, i wonder wat the others are like!" haha..

cant believe my aunt rented a room there.. eeks!
okie.. as i was saying, my parents decided to talk to the owner ALONE, without us (i bet my mum cld see the dislike in our face), it was like saving us from hell, but i said that too early..
they decided to send us to the national library for us to read, but did you think we even read? well we did ok!?
as i was saying, we went to the library, i changed out of this horrible skirt i was forced to wear by my mum into the comfy FBTS! YAY! okie, i went to the comp, played for a min or so, then i went to the library E-kiosk, some machine.. ahha.. i was findling with the buttons when i left my phone at the side of the desk.. after i left the machine, i realised i forgot to take my phone with me, and went back to search.. it made sense to me that my phone was stolen as i had searched high and low, but guess wat? i couldnt find it.. haix.. i sat on the toilet seat, crying for dunno how long, went out and saw my sis there.. she said she cld hear me crying in the toilet and it was so loud thats why she came out to save herself from the embarrassment (so mean rite? BISH!)..

so i never found it, and on the nite of my mama's (grandma) birthday, i received a call from douglas that the culprit used my hp to send smses, and i just topped the freaking card up you know, and he sent OVER 50!! im so furious! ARGH! then my dad found out, and brought me to the police station to report.. i spent almost two hrs saying things over and over.. haix.. i almost had a sore-throat ok.. haha.. yup, and now the police are involved, oh great! haha..

thats the end of miko's sad story.. wat a sad life she leads rite? thks for reading.. haha..

12:58 AM +

hey, i mean it..

from now onwards, whoever calls me kong kong, marikong, wateva nicknames that i dun approve of, is not PERMITTED! i wun respond, you can call or type, but i wun respond. are we clear? we better be..

okie.. haha.. thk you for your patience with mariko ng signing out for a second! ^^

2:17 AM + Thursday, November 09, 2006

NAOMI NG!!WEI! you good la.. use my acc to blog.. CANT WAIT TO GET YOU!! anyhow use ppl acc.. go get your own la! hmph!


haha.. hmm.. the last few days, i've been up to no good.. hahahah.. no la.. on tues, i was supposed to go out with justin, but i had library.. T.T its was hard work.. haha.. but i made new frens i guess.. they are ppl who helped at the library not bcos of CIP, but bcos they are naughty ppl... TSK TSK.. as in seriously.. they are like snatch thieves, robbers, burglars.. haha.. all sorts of crime.. and they gotta be at the library for two whole weeks, from 9-4 in the afternoon.. but they are SLACKERS!! tell me to slack with them too you know, but im a guai girl...hahahha.. i didnt okie.. today i asked one of them, why they commit crimes, they say,"money..." i ask them why, they say cos they come from 'poor family' ma.. its not a very good excuse you know, i also can say, cos my parents dun gimme.. haix.. i meant like why couldnt they work for it, they say, lazy ma.. so DOTS la.. haix..ppl.. hahahha.. then one keep irritating me.. tickle me, call me all the argh words, and keep saying my earrings very nice, blah blah.. CANT STAND HIM!! most of them are malays you know, thats why they so VULGUR!! cb here, f you there.. WA! cant stand ppl like them.. T.T one of them called me a CAT!??! tell me, DO I LOOK LIKE A CAT TO YOU???!!?!??!?! hmph.. oh ya! ytd i went to east coast with kas, her sis, stella, franny, minny, za, and nic.. stella, franny, minny, za and i rented bikes at $5 for 2 hrs, cheaper then $6.. haha.. save $1!! after one hr, kas, her sis and nic (who were on skates for the last 1 hr, decided to rent bikes instead too.. but kas and her sis only rode for an hr then kas gave her bike to za and her sis returned her bike.. waste money.. TSK TSK.. so za and nic rode like the wind ^^ hahaha.. the rest of us, went to eat ice-cream at mac (wanted to eat at gelare, but too ex..x/ ) then, we went to the beach to play.. haha.. we climbed the rocks to get onto the platform, but before i cld enjoy the scenery, they wanted to go back down to the sand.. T.T so unfair.. haha.. but the view was beautiful, not magnificent (maybe bcos i didnt have enough time.. >=[ ) haha.. we got back down to the sand, and kas sis, kina (dun think i spelled it correctly, but its pronounced this way.. x / ) found a tin box, and thus we decided to bury it.. muahaha.. kina filled it with sand and water and stella and i helped to bury it.. we met the others, including za and nic and we went to mac again to eat our late late lunch! haha.. it was between 2-3 le ba.. haha..

wait! i forgot to talk abt the taxi! xD

you know, when we left kas's hse, we took a cab as usual, at the start of the over-head-bridge of blackore road, when i was suppose to take the cab with nic, za, and min, but then i didnt wanna sit in the front so i was making a fuss and kas couldnt take it so she invited me to sit with her, stella, fran, and kina, you mite think, 5 ppl can meh? but then, can okie.. its cos the taxi was a 8 seater hmv.. hahha.. and the uncle was very friendly too!^^ he said that actually the 8 of us cld have fitted into his car.. haha.. on the way there, he even let us watch tv!!! MR BEAN!! haha.. the cartoon one of cos!! it was so funny even if i'd watched it before.. ahhaha.. haix.. i shld have gotten the uncle's number, then nxt time when i go out in a grp, i can call him and ask him to give us a ride, cos we wld then be able to sit comfortably, watch TV!, and also PAY LESS!!! it turned out later that our cab fair was cheaper than nic's one! haha.. and more ppl to split it among too! hahah... nxt time if anyone of you guys accidentally sit on this uncle's car, MUST TELL ME NUMBER AH!!! ahhah..

hmm.. nth else le i think.. oh ya! i miss DADA! even my msn says so.. haha.. cos i put it so! xD
haix.. he went to aus like last fri, 03 nov at 12 midnite, when he left singapore.. we stopped talking at ard 1140, when i cried when he said we had to stop talking.. T.T its only been 6 days but i've been crying almost everyday whenever i think abt him.. T.T haix.. i've got 53 days, 5 hrs and 10mins till the 31st dec.. haix..

okie.. i gotta go le! hope i can talk to dada soon..


miko signing out! being depressed and all........