9:08 PM + Thursday, November 30, 2006

hey ppl, i just wanted to share the end of the JIE JIE that i've known for the last few mths.. i hope you wun get the wrong idea, but maybe i just want to set a reminder for me..
i had this conversation with him today.. he talk to me last nite too, and it started then..


[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
running away from what
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
i dunno?
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
right
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
i dun believe you dunno me
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
why you acting lidat?
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
who's acting whaat?
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
running from what?
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
your running away from reality
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
haha
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
wdv
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
dun wdv me
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
you know wat im talking abt
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
BFH
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
huh
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
what talking you man
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
okie
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
nvm
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
you wana start all over, then fine
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
hi, im mariko
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
my frens call me miko
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
you are?
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
start over
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
anyways...read my nick
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
my name is there
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
why cant you type it out
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
so lazy
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
uh huh
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
since its there
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
why should i?
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
cos its basic courtesy
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
right
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
i'm b
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
im wat?
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
i'm B
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
so i call you B?
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
yeah wdv
miko *[ stuck between you two is not exactly nice for me.. stop it and make up! ]* says:
are you okie??
[b[r]a[n]d[o]n] SlwL says:
yeah

you see! after one sentence on my tagboard,'who are you? i dun seem to know you' then he's acting like i REALLY dunno him and all.. haix.. i was jus really hurt lor.. but nvm, he wants to act like he doesnt know me, then.. up to him..

you know, how weird it was that he could sense when i was sad, even before dada could.. it felt weird, but now, i've lost someone who i could talk to and someone i could call my JIE JIE! im not a robot, and i cant erase JIE JIE of my mind.. i'll have to take the slow approach and forget him slowly.. haix.. tough, but it was me that started this mess..