----the nitemare i had just now..
hmm.. i fell aslp at ard 2am after reading the teens mag.. haix.. then i fell into a deep deep slp.. my mummy HAD to wake me up early at 9 just to go to sch.. i didnt wanna wake up so early in the first place la.. haix.. then i went to sch, collected my books from my locker while my mum sent in the registration form for my sis.. so horrible.. i had to buy books, still got my art stuff is not yet bought.. haha.. okie, so i went home, and you know wat i did? i went to slp! haha.. so obvious! haha.. okie.. and then you know wat happened? i had a nitemare.. a horrible one too..
my dream was like i was having dinner with dada, my sis and dada's fren he brought along.. and then as the food was served, he started helping his fren get food and was so caring to her, he acted as if i was invisible and his fren was his gf! i was so sad seeing that that i didnt eat anything and sat there crying, wats worse was that no one saw me crying and just tot i was pulling a fuss, and thus didnt bother me.. i dunno how i managed to survive that dinner, but the nxt day in my dreams, i woke up crying, couldnt get over that dinner, and so i sent an sms to him saying that we shld break up, i waited for his reply, and i finally gave up, knowing he was ignoring me totally, and couldnt be bothered with me anymore.. but then, smth miraculous happened, MY BRO WOKE ME UP!! from that nitemare you know, it was so real even though i knew i was slping.. haix.. T.T this hols is really bad..
i want DADA to come back from aus NOW! T.T
miko signing out with tears in her eyes...T.T
