----happy anniversary....
you know the 2nd in every mth has a big meaning to me i guess, cos its when DADA and i got together.. this is the 10th mth alr you know? but the sad part is that he's in aus now.. i dunno why, but now, wateva he does, or goes, smtimes worrie me or makes me sad.. you know , abt the dream thing? i was so scared, but he laughed, and then i was like so sad.. then later, i wrote him an email, sent some pics to him, i tot he'd send me smth like a reply to that email, or some pics of him in aus wld be even better, but no, he told me he wld, but until now, he hasnt.. ad then, now, he's uploading the pics into friendster.. i tot maybe he cld send it to e first wat, after all.. then he told me, you can go to friendster and see.. i know i mite sound ridiculous, but its all these little things that can mean a lot and hurt me too.. you know, i can always tKake it that im not that important thats why the email is not needed and i shld just be like others and go to friendster.. you know, he does break his promises too, but i never tell him to upset him.. he doesnt know when im sad or angry, much less why.. i tot maybe, he mite know.. haix..
this is our anniversary wat.. so i shld be happy.. but after rmbing the good times we had, im okie le la.. i think.. anw, HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY DADA!
