1:34 AM + Saturday, March 31, 2007

ELLO! haha.. okie.. before i leave my hse, i tot maybe i shld upload some pics.. haha.. there was this stupid heritage thing ytd though.. it was boring la.. walking ard with this head set over your head, very nice eh? haha.. and ytd nite was boring cos there was nth to do at home.. haix.. my life sucks! haha.. and its raining now la.. dunno how to leave my hse ah.. think i'll be eating at KAP le.. haix.. but i like the rain you know, cos with the rain ard, no one realy knows if im crying or not.. i need to cry you know.. there's so much to cry abt.. if i dun, then i'll jus break down.. haix.. anw.. enougn of me talking! let the pics talk!! haha..


this is the scary place that i have to go to every monday for english tuition.. *bites teeth*

EMO ME! xD

NAOMI THE PIG!! haha.. xD))

NORMAN THE FATTER PIG! ^^

CLAUDIA the girl from science tuition! haha..

yup, those are all the pics i shall upload first.. haha.. later then add more la.. haha..

gotta go!

<333 miko!

9:45 PM + Thursday, March 29, 2007

RACHEL NG is SOoooo PERV! hahaha.. JKJK! she is weird!!! ahha.. but she jus wun admit it! ahha.. its like she jus tagged on nic's blog! haha.. and it was such a weird tag! haha.. and she thinks my blog is bimbo.. T.T!! RACHEL NG! dun like you! ahha.. JKJK!

hmm.. not trying to be holy and all ah.. but its like maybe it will work.. i need to pray for a lot of ppl,

1) ME! - i hate this emo thing la.. and i need a direction in my life! i've made up my mind, i wun go on trying to find wat i lost, i mean, if im meant to find it, i will! like if im meant to be with a person, no matter wat, i'll meet up with him! ^^

2) RACHEL NG! - she is one weird fren! xD (i feel mean! x/ ) xD

3) ALL MY FRENS! - hope that you can all be happy and be with the one you love!

4) HIM! - for him to find someone he loves, and for his family to sort things out and all.. i also hope he can tell me stuff!! :D

5) MR HELVA (my science tuition teacher) - HAIX.. mr helva is leaving.. then the new sub is so ARGH! ahha.. too quiet! i cant stand it!! haha.. STUPID MR HELVA! cannot leave after my O's!! >=(

6) EVERYONE IN THE WORLD!! xD - HOPE THAT EVERYONE WILL BE HAPPY!! WORLD PEACE. XD

haha.. kelly, you suck more.. scare me!! xS

okie.. haha.. 2 more mins to the end of free period! ARGH! haha.. but its gonna be GEL! ahah.. which means that it'll be the talk on SABBATICALS and OBS!! wanna go to JAPAN!! haha..

LOOKING FORWARD TO ALL THE FUN!!

OH YA!! im very happy okie.. found out i can go for my CHURCH CAMP! haha.. so CHURCH CAMP, SABBATICALS, OBS!! HERE I COME!! haha..


<3 miko.

3:19 AM + Tuesday, March 27, 2007

haix.. wat is it that i see in him that i cant forget everything? I NEED TO STOP THINKING!!! haha.. i dun like stupid "DEVIL BESIDE ME".. haix.. its too perfect!! but one problem, their "siblings", actually, future siblings.. cos their parents are getting married to each other, but they love each other.. haix.. stupid show got me EMO! ARGH! haha..

okie.. now to deal with a proper problem..

hmm.. "jacob"? dun be stupid la.. read thru wat you tagged.. it doesnt sound like you are doing this alone.. so wateva.. haha.. UBER NONSENSE! i have a feeling you guys are up to smth.. and im not gonna fall for it.. wait, you cld be a GIRL! EEWww.. aha.. but pls, read the tag.. you look at me from the corner of my hse, then why must i call you to meet you?@!! you alr know how i look and all wat.. i'll be calling you.. wait for my call okie? WAIT LONG LONG! hehe.. sorry.. im sorry for being mean, but this is certainly a prank rite? haha..

AIYO!! i dun wanna have tuition la!!! tutor keep asking me if i wanna have tuition or not!! AHH!! got no excuse lor.. haix.. IM SICK OF TUITION!!!

anw, anyone interested in a concert my sch organised? its called DANCE DANCE! i've seen the ppl who are in the competition! their all really GOOD!! haha.. okie.. gotta go for tuition.. T.T WAAHHHhhh!!


miko! <3 haix.. hate dreams.. nitemare!!! haha..

9:02 PM + Sunday, March 25, 2007

OMG! im so annoyed by mel and bernice la.. stupid okie.. ARGH ARGH ARGH! you know, everyhting was fine, maybe cos before recess, i hardly was with them.. its like, im alr trying SOooo hard to forget him.. but its like, they kept mentioning him during recess.. and its like i sat nxt to them, and they were like, "mariko, how did you meet yuresh? was it in india?!" then they'll laugh.. no one else laughed la.. only the two of them.. and they went on abt yuresh.. yuresh this yuresh that.. WTF do you have with him that you two must keep going on and on?! its like annoying okie!!

dun you two get it?! the more you go on abt him, the harder it is for me to forget him! ARGH!@ i think i shld be the one feeling depressed okie.. its like ARGH! i go ard sch thinking, "why am i here?" i dun want to come to sch la.. you know, i hardly laugh now.. i used to be able to laugh at everything, even if it wasnt funny.. i did that cos when i laughed, ppl used to laugh too! but now, i cant laugh.. not even at the funniest things.. i jus think their stupid.. haix.. EMO!

i dun wanna be EMO!!@@#(@#$(# i wanna be the old me.. i need to find her before this EMO person takes over.. haha.. i sound like some mental patient talking to herself la.. oh ya.. you know after a while at the table, i told bernice," can you jus SHUDDUP?!" and i kept quiet after that.. i also ignore them.. and they tot i was PMSing.. BLEAGHX! they started ignoring me too.. for wat basis? i dunno.. maybe its cos they are stupid and retarded..

haix.......... why did he have to come into my life.. everybody likes to talk abt him in front of me.. i try to control my tears, but i think i wun be able to anymore.. soon.. haix..

ANWs!HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY ANDREA!(his name is pronounced as on-dre btw) hahha..

okie.. done blogging for today.. later still have english and bible study to deal with! haha.. blog tmr then!! oh shoots! tmr is DEATH DAY!! P.E!!! AHH!!!

miko is totally screwed.. haix.. haha..

<3 miko!

8:10 AM +

I KNOW WAT I WANT IN LIFE ALR!!!

i wanna be needed!
i want ppl to need me.. yes, i dun want ppl to reject me..
haix.. but somehow i get more rejects.. T.T
BUT! nvm! haha.. i shall try to keep my optimism high! and work towards my goal! hahah.. okie.. haix.. you know, i still feel really sad la..

i dun understand why i feel like this.. its like, i still cant forget HIM.. why? i dunno.. i try my best to hate him, to forget him, but i cant.. its been more than 3 mths, and yet, i cant seem to forget every moment we spent together.. he's hurt me real deep, and i dun blame him for that?! is that possible?! or is it cos im stupid? haix.. i wanna hate him and move on, but wats nxt? i dun wanna start a new relationship.. i cant.. it wun be fair to the other party cos i dun like anyone.. in fact, i've started creating an invisible wall between me and my guy frens.. but it isnt working.. haix..

stupid yong en kept bullying me at church today.. kepy sticking his leg out to trip me la.. then put cake on me.. ARGH! but i got back by putting cake on ANDREA (he's a guy [pronounced as on-dre] haha.. i think?) and KEITH! stupid yong en was too fast.. and i didnt do worship today.. as usual.. but i did stay up to search for the music and all okie.. i even printed out the lyrics, but cos i tot that since there was combine, we wouldnt be having our own session of worship.. but nobody believed me.. haix.. i live a tragic life..

i realised, somehow, no matter how much my parents tell me i get to choose my life, in the end, i still feel like they are the ones who are running my life.. i practically have no say in anything! haix.. my parents have planned it out in such a way that if i dun go to a JC, then im a loser in life.. they also want me to go to university, but have they ever bothered asking me?! no..

haix.. gotta go to slp.. nites..

BYE! <3 miko!

12:08 PM + Saturday, March 24, 2007

hey.. posting on the new link..

recently, too many have happened, i dunno which one to post abt, but cos of the time now, i only have one thing to say.. i am as the poet who wrote the poem "the shroud", "i have no more tears to cry"..

<3 miko..

8:17 AM + Thursday, March 22, 2007

okie.. today was uber lame la.. nth much as usual, jus starting to feel the side effects of PE, after the torturous two periods of PE.. hmph.. stupid NAFA, every year, i dread its coming.. ARGH! wanna get over and done with it!! haha.. i tell myself everyday that i shld go train up for NAFA, and wat do i do? "aiya, nvm, tmr then i do.." haha.. this is the typical MARIKO! haha..

hmm.. where shld i go for sabbaticals? i wanna go to JAPAN! but then, none of my frens are going.. T.T then i'll be all alone.. haix.. how?

anw.. my blog's showing prob again.. so i think no one can visit my stupid blog with all the probs.. TAKE IT AS ITS UNDER RENOVATION!! AHH!! haha.. so smart! haha..

okiee.. muscle aches and all the aches wun kill me! MIKO! KAMBATE! ><

6:01 AM + Wednesday, March 21, 2007

hmm.. nth much happened today as usual.. oh ya! divya took my phone and hid it from me.. and i got so mad when elizabeth, cheryl, and divya ganged up against me to lie to me that it got stolen.. actually, i knew that diviya took it, but wat cld i do if they didnt wanna return me rite?! so i walked away from them, pretending that i was angry.. i mean, i shld have been very angry and sad rite? and for a sec, i did want to believe them that they didnt take it.. but i couldnt.. anw, later on, they chased after me, and they surrounded me la.. pinning me to the wall.. diviya wanted to pass it to me when baka cheryl took it away and demanded 50 cents from me! ARGH! it was like, WTH?! you took the phone and you expect MOI to give YOU 50 cents for that??! NONSENSE! so anw, diviya gave her the 50 cents to chase her away, and i couldnt help but laugh and talk to them, and mel got so pissed cos i NEVER talked to her when she made ME angry.. haha.. so she was pissed and all.. but who cared? haha.. sorry MEL!

haha.. so i skipped drama.. OOPS! aha.. i went home, switched on the tv and started day dreaming.. haha.. my life is extremely BORING i tell you! haha..

okie.. gotta go bathe! bye!

<3 miko!

8:40 AM + Tuesday, March 20, 2007

haha! finally managed to upload the photos! especially the one with the gay pic of MR ONG! sorry if i offend you mr ong, but this, i must share! haha.. hehe..

anw, last few days, its been like sch sch, and tuition, never did anything special la.. so bogged down with work and all.. hardly have time.. haha.. i had bible study on monday, and we learnt on FASTING! haha.. tummy grumbling now.. haha.. no, i didnt fast! haha.. jus hungry! hhaa.. anw, dunno if i wld try fasting, but i'll do it when i need to!! haha.. oh ya! on monday, after sch, bern and i went to lot1 to get the mug and all, stupid mug! haha.. well, as i was on the MRT back to bukit batok, when i got on the train and was abt to space out, i felt a touch on my legs! someone was touching my legs! haha.. at first i thought it was like a lil kid that couldnt get his balance so he/she leaned on me! haha.. but then guess wat?

when he leaned on me, i suddenly found the love i was looking for!! the innocence and pure ignorance! haha.. it was like i suddenly felt wat it wld be like to have a really young sibling and suddenly show so much love and concern for him/her! haha.. i loved that feeling la! but the mother immediately dragged him away telling him that he was hugging the wrong person! LOL! haha.. but later on, he was like smiling at me! ahha.. i jus felt like maybe GOD, was telling me smth.. haha..

anw.. its late! ahha.. JIE! leave your blog behind! i forgot the link! x/ hehe..

okie! nites!! i still got SS hmwk, and 2 zhou ji! and an SS test to study for!! TMR?!?! hahaha.. tmr i'll do it! im so happy i did my EMATHS HMWK! MYSELF OKIE! haha..

<3 miko!

7:44 AM + Sunday, March 18, 2007

haha.. hmm.. i havent done much during this hols, except slack a lot i think.. cos alothough i've been having tuition everyday, i think other than that, i practically did nth! haix.. slacker.. haha..
ANW! i really need someone who knows how to password this blog!! ARGH! my dad looked at my blog again.. he really doesnt understand wat a blog is you know.. i want my parents to know how i feel without having to tell them, and when they dun understand me, they can read my blog! ahha.. there! said it! but i bet they still wun understand this anw.. haix.. gotta read stupid fahrenheit 451! ARGH! though, a lil cheating wun be THAT bad rite? ahha.. okie.. hmm.. gotta go! still got loads of hmwk to do!! haha..

oh ya! mummy called me stupid today.. make me feel real stupid.. ARGH! and everyone says bye to me.. feeling really far from my frens..

miko! *.* feeling left out! T.T

7:44 AM +

haha.. hmm.. i havent done much during this hols, except slack a lot i think.. cos alothough i've been having tuition everyday, i think other than that, i practically did nth! haix.. slacker.. haha..
ANW! i really need someone who knows how to password this blog!! ARGH! my dad looked at my blog again.. he really doesnt understand wat a blog is you know.. i want my parents to know how i feel without having to tell them, and when they dun understand me, they can read my blog! ahha.. there! said it! but i bet they still wun understand this anw.. haix.. gotta read stupid fahrenheit 451! ARGH! though, a lil cheating wun be THAT bad rite? ahha.. okie.. hmm.. gotta go! still got loads of hmwk to do!! haha..

oh ya! mummy called me stupid today.. make me feel real stupid.. ARGH! and everyone says bye to me.. feeling really far from my frens..

miko! *.* feeling left out! T.T

9:04 AM + Friday, March 16, 2007

OMG! i forgot that today was friday.. haix.. it seemed like ytd when it was the day everyone went, "YAY!! the HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!" and now, its like, "omg! i havent done this hmwk, this thing, and etc.." ARGH! wats it with teachers and hmwk?! they dun know its the holidays? like a time for relaxing and all?!?! i time to catch up with frens out of the hse, a time to jus watch tv, a time to do anything BUT hmwk! haha..

aiya.. today, i did a lot of things, firstly, i woke up! haha.. then naomi, norman and me went out! on our lil trip to BUGIS JUNCTION! naomi wanted to get some magazine, oh ya! the J-STARS MAGAZINE! come to think of it, it was qquite stupid la.. but on the train, norman and i were acting like weirdos, irritating each other like we used to when we were younger, but at that time, i rmb my grandmother always scolding us for doing so, and i wld dislike her so much cos she'd always tell mummy and mummy wld scold me! bleaghx! haha.. and then, the lecture wld begin la.. haha.. but this time, it was naomi, cos she is like our balancer? she balances the yin and yang in me and my bro.. haha.. everyone was staring at us la.. ahha.. but it was fun! haha..
after finally reaching bugis, we went to MAC! cos i wanted an ice-cream and my siblings wanted a drink, we shared everything in the end, an ice-cream and a small coke! haha.. and my bro treated! haha.. i think he'd grow up to be a caring bf with the help of his CARING and LOVING SISTER! haha.. that wld be MOI btw.. ahha.. after that, cos i was holding the ice cream, i couldnt go into kinokuniya, so me and norman stayed outside.. we finished up the food and drinks, and i dragged my sis to this shop.. ARGH! always forget wat the shop is called.. hmm.. when i rmb i'll post it! ahha.. and i made my sis get me a necklace! my own personalised one! ahha.. now she also knows where to get own made stuff! haha..
bcos i had tuition, and i was already late, i rushed off with my bro who also had tuition coming.. my sis stayed at bugis for some reason.. haha.. i think to meet robin her fren.. then she got daddy a gift, after all, that was the "reason" we went out! haha.. cute la.. i'll post the pics of everything when i have the time.. haha..
after tuition, i had to rush for my dental appointment, and then, i made my way to my mummy's office not knowing she wasnt there, but i met my sis who gave me more money for my dinner and to pay for the ticket for the acsi play, "black comedy". my cousin was acting in it, so i was bring supportive! serious!! wat wld i do without my sister? haha..
i was all alone la.. throughout the play, i was thinking, shld have brought someone along, shld have brought someone along.. haha.. but the play was funny, and we got to watch the syf play acsi was doing this yr.. i bet we were the trial audience.. it was nice, but i had problem understanding wat they were mumbling abt at the beginning, but it was cool at the end as they made the sound of the dead guy bring shot.. haha.. cool la.. ahha.. my cousin acted as some gay guy called HAROLD, he was really funny as usual, but then, towards the end, he surprised EVERYONE with his HAIR!! omg la! you wld be surprised too! he shaved it! type 3? or tight 3? haha. dunno wat titus called it.. will upload a photo of it.. even his mother didnt know he shaved! i've been trying to absorb the fact he shaved bald.. he looked like a monk on stage.. not to make fun of him.. he's my cousin after all.. and plus, i actualy admire his courage and determination to do wat it takes to be an actor.. he has never failed to aspiraations anyone had of him.. and i admire his patience and courage! he even took so much pain to stop himself from crying you know.. i cld see it in his eyes as he shook each person's hand and assured them that it was okie.. haix.. i pity him, but this is the acting business, and he's a serious man.. everyone out there, WATCH OUT! plus, i dun think i wld be as brave as him to do such a thing! i wouldnt be caught dead bald!!

anw, stupid msn has smth against me.. that thing better watch out.. ARGH!

7:38 AM + Thursday, March 15, 2007

you know, today, i woke up really late, and forgot the time.. i asked my sis to wake me up, but she didnt! then everyone started calling my hse, like im some important person that is needed..=.=ll they even called "my" phone.. but my mum had it, and she was at court okie.. and they kept calling until she got pissed off! haha.. so i went to sch, LATE obviously, but present anw! haha.. better than nth rite? but guess wat? OMG! the stupid idiots, sluts, bitches, ARGH! went through my whole bag!?! and then dumped rubbish in my wallet! WTF! stop touching my wallet and all of my stuff without my permission can?!?! like you wouldnt want me to ransack all your stuff and like criticise and put rubbish in your things rite?!?! i mean, i put up with enough shit you all gimme everyday okie! i wun name you all, but you all know who you are.. i actually enjoy myself without having to see you all everyday you know!!!
haix.. nvm.. sorry abt that, i was jus a lil pissed at someone by the name of SAMUEL TAN, i tot i got that person out of my mind, but his bro seems to have smth for my sis maybe? O.o EWWww to me.. but i wun be a mean sis.. i have decided that as long as my sis has nth to do with samuel tan, and hopefully, his bro isnt a screw up like samuel too.. and plus, the thing i wld hate to see come true is the day my sis comes running to me and telling me she jus got dumped by a jerk! i dun want to ever see that! i mean, i wld rather my sis dumped the guy! haha.. yup..that is wat im most scared of rite now..

firstly, i have no bf now, and i DO NOT INTEND TO GET ONE! read the words again..

now that im done with all that, let me go on to wat i was suppose to post abt.. yes.. it was today, i went for tuition after the sch thing.. and i saw claudia (who claims this aint her real name.. wateva) and PAUL, well, paul's name is in caps cos he aint a very nice person.. no, he is, he's a nice guy, jus that he's.. well.. a bit too weird for me.. haha.. he stalks me where ever i go when im at tuition okie.. as in seriously!! like, when i get up from my seat and walk ard to look for the teacher, i can see his eyes following my every move.. and when i walk out of his sight, he follows and appears a second later.. he even sits nxt to me when i settle down at a spot.. x/ HELP!! anw, the freakiest part was that he gave me a bear keychain before i left! its cute, and i appreciate his thought, but i dun wanna give him the wrong idea! x/ he's NOT cute btw.. haha..

anw, i mentioned it to my mum, and as expected, she told me to beware of him.. haha.. but i didnt tell her abt the teddy! haha.. she wun notice anw.. bleaghx!


BTW, can anyone tell me how to put a password on my blog?!?! i desperately need it!! my dad looked at my blog again!! ><

8:24 PM + Tuesday, March 13, 2007

hmm.. its kinda boring to be at home everyday.. aint it?! haha..
you know, ytd, i went out! finally.. not at home, not at tuition.. LOL!
today its another day of tuition again.. but thats later at 3-5 and 5-7 i think.. not sure lei.. hahaha..
but as i was saying, ytd, i went out! i went out with my jie la! haha.. JOANNE JIE!
haha.. she very mean to me la.. keep calling me blur and all that.. sorry la! not my fault i keep going the wrong way and all that rite?! so mean! ahha.. then she also keep calling me white! like i very white lidat lor.. im very dark rite??! haha.. but ytd, i bought a french manicure thing! haha.. and then i went to carfour? (dunno how to spell.. x/) i bought two packets of marshmallows!! YUMMY YUMMY! haha.. and this value pack of kinderbueno! so CHEAP!! $2.95 for 3!! i shld have bought more la.. T.T
haha.. then after that, i went to APRIL's hse for BBQ!! still thin her hse very cool! haha.. and her bro and sis still very cute!@@W!# haha.. it was actually a bbq held for april's sis's class! HWA CHONG ppl.. NERDS! hahaha.. really okie.. they are all FREAKING NERDS! bbq time, mentioning abt wat oxygen in the air, so must direct at this angle and not this angle, the chicken shldnt be lidat, or wat wat wat... =.='' i listen also like.. WTH! haha.. then there was this girl, dunno from hwa chong or not, keep talking abt ACSI or ACJC guys?!?! say wat, everyday sit their bus to go to sch or smth?!? DIAO LA! and i heard A LOT of F*** here F*** there! OMG LA! and minny and april told me it was normal! i wanted to faint! haha..
it was fun! and lucky the rain stopped, if not no bbq i wld have killed myself.. haha.. FUN FUN!!
now, still have to do hmwk.. AND STUPID MSN LIVE HAS A PROB LA! dun let me sign in! now i have to use ILOVEIM! stupid! BAKA! MISOGANI! hahah..

okie.. miko signing out! will upload some photos soon!!

9:28 AM + Monday, March 12, 2007

have you ever felt like your parents dun know you?

I HAVE! and i hate this feeling!!

you know, i dun blame my parents for not knowing why i did so badly in my CA1, cos i mean, i dun tell them anything, and they wun ask! i dunno why? call me weird, but i actually want them to ask me you know.. cos i get so pissed off when my dad keeps going," mariko, is it bcos you've been typing like this / is it bcos you've been smsing too much? why cant you jus concentrate on your studies? why cant you jus be obedient?" why cant this, why cant that! you know, daddy and mummy, if one day you shld ever read this post, get it right through your head, your never gonna find out anything if you dun ask me!
i mean, i wld have been glad to tell them, and confess that actually, i havent been handing up my hmwk, like for english, i did quite well for my comprehensions and all, but i didnt do as well as expected cos i didnt think that the newspaper articles that she asked us to write were as important.. if i had known, i would have at least tried to finish it up! okie.. so maybe wat they see is the side of me that relaxes all day long, and does nth but eat, slp and play! OMG! i would never be lidat okie.. except in the hols.. i can slack a bit cant i? after all, it is the hols, and teachers jus cant screw that fact in their brains can they!?!?

wanna know my list of things to do during the hols?!

1) physics - txtbk exercises
2) lit - read the whole of farenheit 451 for pop quiz on first day of sch
3) ss. - study chp 2 for test on tues or mon..( not sure.. xD)
4) emaths and Amaths - too long a list to type it all out
5) chinese - 2 zhou ji, 1 ke to study for ting xie, and i cant rmb the rest.. i think there was a test to study for..
6) art - (stupid mr ong!!) stupid poster thing.. and the other art pieces
7) english - composition on our sch's heritage.. (anyone has an idea to share? ><)
8) chem - ms yang is nice and did not give us hmwk! i think! >9) dad - he wants me to look for the stupid cameras, and you know why me? COS IM ON HOLS! wth, naomi and norman are on hols too la.. he jus doesnt know how much work i have! HMPH!
10) daily bible study reading WHICH i have not been doing.. x/

so far, i think that is it.. but it aint so=uch a short list.. thats jus sumarised.. i still got tuition hmwk that i havent added in.. and it aint pretty.. hhaha.. okie.. i better go to bed if i wanna get rid of the panda eyes! haha.. nite nite to myself!!

<3 miko the panda bear! haha..

6:12 AM +

ELLO! okie.. i give up! i cannot freaking upload mr ong's pic! why not? i dunno! so stupid la.. everytime i wanna upload cannot one.. there will always be a prob that will take place..

5:07 AM + Sunday, March 11, 2007

haha.. ELLO!
see! i finally found my camera cable!
guess where it was all along?!?!
UNDER MY DRESSING TABLE!!
omg la.. hahha.. okie.. fine fine.. i've uploaded my photos le.. so now i shld post rite? ahha.. posting!!!
you jus make up the captions okie? too lazy le.. haha.. too many to post wat! ahha..
okie.. so i did the captions.. happy? ahha..



my uncle.. -.-ll


my mummy is the dealer! or hor..

caught them in action!! xD

thats my nerdy cousin! anyone wants to know him? ><

my stupid jinx cousin! caused me to lose a lot of hong bao money!! ><

my aunty wendy!!


stupid jinx's bro.. jon.. ugly pig! haha..

my mummy and me! xP

my photo hasnt got used to the camera yet! haha..

my crazy uncle that loves to blast music at his ears!! even i cant stand it okie..

my two weirdo cousins.. dun get the wrong idea..!!

bernice and me at the cinema!

me and my bro the fatty!! xD

nic, bern and me! before the movie started of cos! haha..

my cousin, amanda and me!

another one of the pics of nikki, bern and me, but this is with flash!

act cute a bit can okie.. haha..

amelia.. dun act blur can?! -.-ll haha..

GREEDY PIG! eat and eat! haha.. but never get fat one! T.T

me and xue qi on the bus listening to her mp3!

one of those bored times, this kills boredom okie.. plus, it aint that bad rite? ahha..

7:32 PM + Tuesday, March 06, 2007

hmm.. OH YA!! i rmb wat my class called themselves!! 2 SOOKABAMAMA's!! haha... but this is another guess la.. haha.. thks ethel and kelly? and stupid meera!! hahaha.. kelly, its stupid to say that now cos it's alr too late le wat.. haha.. okie.. dun wanna blog so long cos there's nth to blog abt.. unless...

OH YA!! i know wat i can blog abt!! today's spot check!! haha.. i cld have been caught for a lot of things la.. like for one, i had my camera in my bag, and lucky they didnt do the spot check in class!! haha.. secondly, my hair is a bit too long, but no one noticed! haha.. so PHEW!! ahha.. plus, a lot of my frens were telling me that they did this so that the prefects wouldnt notice, or this and this, but the worst booking was the one on folded socks! omg la! i mean, lucky not me, cos i am wearing slippers to sch, but i pity all the rest cos they got booked la.. haix.. and that was the rule so many ppl got prob with.. sigh.. and MEGAN and the OTHER PREFECTS had probs too okie.. their hair and socks?!?! so unfair! no one booked them!!! T.T

haix.. okie.. go watch HANAKIMI le!

<3 miko! *.*

5:56 AM +

haix.. i tell you okie.. this stupid blogger is screwed!!! wth! i typed a really long long long long long long long long post, but then the stupid laptop went out of batt, and normally, blogger wld save the post, but this time it didnt.. and then its like pissing me off.. other than other diff elements that make up the process of pissing mariko off..

okie.. firstly.. lets talk abt the end of the world.. it's close rite? isnt it?? im scared.. wat if the world is gonna end? after all, even the most impossible, such as the earthquake that took place today, or the on going war ( stupid war if you ask me, cos why the war when the world doesnt need that, wat happened to the peace talks ppl often talk of, there is a serious contradiction of themselves.. ) but who cares, it aint concerning me! plus, the tsunami, it happened recently too, though a few yrs ago, but still!! it happened!! wat nxt?? why is singapore still worried abt the GST rise and all? the world is ending DUMMY! no time to talk abt all these!! change! REPENT! do smth to save yourselves! it really hurts me to think that nxt time, i mite not be able to be with my frens cos we'll be seperated into heaven and hell.. haix.. depression!! elderly patients! who cares??!?!?! we shld jus care of the ppl ard us, but still, depression is brought abt by NEGLECTION! and you know wat i hate most??!?! NEGLECTION!! i think im suffering from mariko's weirdo depression! haha.. okie.. im weird..

nxt, WAT IS WRONG WITH UWC?!?! i love THE ARENA and all, but I LOVE MY SCH MORE!! i take pride in my sch okie.. haix.. stupid uwc.. but anw, i think that MGS is MUCH BETTER thatn ACS or RI! cos they suck, and that makes me happier! ahha.. okie.. but it was a good fight between mg and uwc! but MG ROCKS!! xD

haix.. okie.. now, i have to say sorry to someone.. i didnt mean to hurt your feelings, and i really did not think that you wld take it so hard on yourself.. pls dun do anything stupid.. i jus know there's someone else out there for you.. seriously.. look ard.. im not the only girl.. sorry..

okie.. FAMILY NITE '07 is this FRIDAY!! haha.. okie.. im really scared for my class.. x/
hope 2S does well!! go 2 SOOKOBAMAMA's?? not sure la.. hahha.. hope i dun screw up on that day!!

busy busy.. schedule here and schedule there..
stress stress.. haix.. dunno how or wat to do.. T.T

<3 miko..

7:31 AM + Sunday, March 04, 2007

im a bored person.. ignore it if you can..
haha..

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miko! <3

6:46 AM +

firstly, it aint my fault.. i never knew i attracted the wrong attention.. is being nice an offense? why is it that jus bcos im nice to some ppl, ppl are attracted to that? and then the problem starts..
how to tell to a person ' i dun like you ', without hurting his or her feelings?? i used to be able to ans that qns, cos it had nth to do with me.. but now, i finally understand why it was so difficult to jus open your mouth and tell a person, "i dun like you! go away!"
cos firstly, you dun wanna hurt that person,
secondly, you never know wat he or she wld do nxt..
thirdly, if he or she does smth bad towards themselves, i no , anyone wld feel guilty bcos we indirectly caused that..

so HOW?!?! i told this guy i dun like him.. and then he became all emo and all.. but i did the rite thing rite? RITE?!?!
haix..

jus hope my parents dun read this post..

i have self pride! =.=ll

<3 miko! *.*

5:51 PM + Friday, March 02, 2007

this mite be the last time im posting.. x/
hope not.. haha..
but its like my parents read the blog and like other ppl's one.. like samuel tan, i think nikki's too.. not sure.. jus know, after that, my parents talked to me abt self respect and self pride? and then they said i lacked in that bcos i let ppl call me a bitch, a slut and all that.. okie.. i didnt want to, but sam, you almost got into trouble with my parents la.. cos my parents wanted to find him to talk to him and all for using the fword and calling me a slut and all.. but i told them no thks.. they were like, " why you protecting him??" i wanted to puke la.. i dun like you for saying that, but i knw i "was" in the wrong somehow..
okie. end of my last post.. haha..

gonna go for tuition!

miko.. posting for the "last" time..