OMG! im so annoyed by mel and bernice la.. stupid okie.. ARGH ARGH ARGH! you know, everyhting was fine, maybe cos before recess, i hardly was with them.. its like, im alr trying SOooo hard to forget
him.. but its like, they kept mentioning
him during recess.. and its like i sat nxt to them, and they were like, "mariko, how did you meet yuresh? was it in india?!" then they'll laugh.. no one else laughed la.. only the two of them.. and they went on abt yuresh.. yuresh this yuresh that.. WTF do you have with him that you two must keep going on and on?! its like annoying okie!!
dun you two get it?! the more you go on abt him, the harder it is for me to forget him! ARGH!@ i think i shld be the one feeling depressed okie.. its like ARGH! i go ard sch thinking, "why am i here?" i dun want to come to sch la.. you know, i hardly laugh now.. i used to be able to laugh at everything, even if it wasnt funny.. i did that cos when i laughed, ppl used to laugh too! but now, i cant laugh.. not even at the funniest things.. i jus think their stupid.. haix.. EMO!
i dun wanna be EMO!!@@#(@#$(# i wanna be the old me.. i need to find her before this EMO person takes over.. haha.. i sound like some mental patient talking to herself la.. oh ya.. you know after a while at the table, i told bernice," can you jus SHUDDUP?!" and i kept quiet after that.. i also ignore them.. and they tot i was PMSing.. BLEAGHX! they started ignoring me too.. for wat basis? i dunno.. maybe its cos they are stupid and retarded..
haix.......... why did
he have to come into my life.. everybody likes to talk abt him in front of me.. i try to control my tears, but i think i wun be able to anymore.. soon.. haix..
ANWs!
HAPPY belated
BIRTHDAY ANDREA!(his name is pronounced as on-dre btw) hahha..
okie.. done blogging for today.. later still have english and bible study to deal with! haha.. blog tmr then!! oh shoots! tmr is DEATH DAY!! P.E!!! AHH!!!
miko is totally screwed.. haix.. haha..
<3 miko!
