10:00 PM + Monday, April 30, 2007

today is very stupid.. haha.. ITS FREAKING LABOUR DAY!! haha.. its like a PUBLIC HOLIDAY!! and im at home talking to myself.. haha.. but the funny thing is that im like watching NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM.. haha.. VERY STUPID la.. haha!! OH YA! i gotta apologise to some ppl first..

SORRY JOANNE, CLEMENCE, DIVYA, and EVERYONE else that went to SENTOSA today! and like JOANNE JIE! and MAWEEN!!
sorry for not being able to go out with any of you!! >i'll try to make it up to you all one day can? SORRY!!!

okie.. thats done with.. sorry for not blogging for the last few days.. haha.. very lazy.. hahah..

anw.. i shouted at mummy today.. havent shouted at her in a long time.. haix.. so how.. SORRY! but now im better.. haha.. okie.. its very boring.. and i dunno wat to blog on.. haha.. so.. TOODLES!

<3 miko!

4:53 AM + Sunday, April 29, 2007

EllO!
i know i havent been posting and all.. ahha.. but its like i think i was busy.. haha.. >
BYE BYE DADDY! your not suppposed to be reading this!! TAG if you know how to though! haha..

okie..
you know wat.. i shldnt be online or using the comp now.. so i blog another day la.. haha.. very DIAO i know.. but i jus rmb i have LOADS of HMWK to do.. so i'll be a GOOD girl and go do it! ahha...

OKIE! *SOBS*
BYE!
<3 miko!

5:26 AM + Thursday, April 26, 2007

okie.. as i was saying.. hahha.. at sch, it was fun cos as soon as physics started, i was like.. OH! the thai girls!! so cool! haha.. then like since that time, i was like, where are they.. T.T haix.. hhaha.. then after that, I WAS RITE!! ahha.. minny and char CAME BACK! ahha.. but the thai girls didnt want to come into class you know.. ahha.. it was so funny la.. they were very shy.. but we made them feel at home as the day passed on la! YAY!! ahha.. I made frens with them la! VERY NICE YOU KNOW! they were really really NICE la! ahha..
but then.. haix.. they left so early la.. WE HAD FUN! haha.. and they bully me!!! to take a pic with me, NATACHA EVEN HELD ON TO ME!! dun let me go!! T.T haha.. I WANT THAT PIC THOUGH! ahha.. RMB HER! ahha.. and all the girls!! xD MISS THEM ALR LA!! T.T

i have their emails, but not the same as talking to them face to face.. T.T hope nxt time i go there, can SEE THEM!! ahhaa..

OH YA! you know, ytd, i havent mentioned.. i was out of science pad, so i was like, okie! MUST GET IT NOW!! ahha.. so later i ran out of class to the bookshop during free period, but still not allowwed.. haha.. so i ran there la.. but on the way i saw ms ho, then i was like, DIE! haha.. so i tried to run pass her, but she was like, "mariko, wat are you doing?" then i was like, "erm.. going to the bookshop to buy pad.." i jus blurted it out.. but she tot it was the pad pad, so she jus laughed.. ahha.. SO STUPID LA! i was SOoo EMBARRASSED, even though it wasnt the real PAD! ahha.. but i got passed that, so i jus ran to the bookshop to get the bookshop and be done with it! ahhaa..

okie.. i got to go!

<3! miko!!

6:53 AM + Wednesday, April 25, 2007

you know, actually i think that im like a slut or smth la.. maybe a bitch too.. haix.. but its like, smtimes, i never really think before i do anything.. maybe ppl DO have the rite to hate me as a person.. bcos, im no better than the ppl i dun like.. i dun like some ppl cos i think they bitch abt ppl behind their backs, or bcos they are very flirty.. but then, i look at myself in the mirror and i cant help but think..

ARENT I LIDAT?! haix.. you know.. i think that actually, im a real bitch, cos i talk abt ppl i dun like behind THEIR backs too.. i totally am real bitch la.. haix.. i dunno.. plus, can someone explain to me, wat exactly have i done?! is talking to guys really a sin?! their jus ppl can? she can talk to him, she can do this, they can do that, BUT WHEN I DO SMTH, "OMG! did you see wat mariko did? she jus talked to that guy la.. SO SCANDALOUS!" haix.. i feel very sad listening to all these la.. especially when that person is supposedly your "best fren" or "fren".. haix.. T.T

how do you not get your heart broken? im not jus talking abt me.. T.T its not jus abt another girl, ITS ABT ALMOST EVERYONE! haha.. this is a totally random post la.. but still, a post is a post! ahha.. plus..

emptiness DOES kill okie.. drugs are jus one of the ways that emptiness uses to kill ppl! haha! i learnt a lot of factors in this part of my life.. i hope to be able to carry on learning.. but its true.. you never know when you mite jus die.. and when i die, GOD, pls dun set an UBER difficult test for me! >< im terrified of tests!! ^^

okie.. i gotta go slp! ahah.. TIRED!! *YAWNS*!

nites!
<3 miko!

3:52 AM + Tuesday, April 24, 2007

today ah.. where to start..

OH YA! i managed to FINISH ALL MY HMWK! except my art!! haha.. and my chinese! dang! better be able to finish by this week lei.. i think all the teachers are counting the marks le la.. haha.. !!!

okie.. after sch hor.. i went HOME! haha.. and then i watched tv.. very long havent done that in the afternoon le can? ahha.. then i rmb i left my ke ben in sch.. STUPID BOOK! cause me to make my way back to sch to get it.. hmph! haha.. its not cos i wanted or anything can? cos i have a chinese test tmr! plus!!! +++! my tuition teacher will be coming later, then she'll make a lot of noise later! haix.. dun want that happening..

so i made my way to sch.. told myself, "hope i dun see anyone.." but guess wat?! I KEPT SEEING MY FRENS AS I WALKED.. >
i wanted to kill myself la! cos i was wearing outside clothes ma.. LOOKED UBER WEIRD CAN?! haha.. SO EMBARRASSING!! >
anw.. i made my way to kap after that.. cos i tot someone cld sit bus home with me.. >=( then in the end cannot.. HMPH! make me go there for nth.. not really nth la.. cos i got my ICE CREAM!! haha..

and smth REALLY REALLY uber funny happened there! haha.. it was like when i reached there, i met clemence and grace, and then i bought my ice cream and sat down with them.. then as we sat down and i was jus eating my ice cream minding my own business when i guy walks up nxt to where i was sitting and goes, " my fren over there wants to give you these hearts.. " and he dumps a big pile of straw hearts on the table and leaves..

i tried to call him to take back the hearts but he IGNORED ME!! HE IGNORED ME!! anw.. we burst into laughter la.. it was really funny wat.. ahha.. then it was like we were pushing the hearts to one another after that.. and like i glanced over at the direction the guy pointed at, and it was like this whole bunch of guys thatkept staring at our direction.. this is wat the newspaper in IN talked abt.. last week's issue, on monday.. it was the article on ppl going to kap to "BIOH" at girls and guys.. haha.. at KAP you know.. they even took a pic of kap.. haha.. real funny la..

then i was paid 20cents to get the hearts back to them.. i did it of cos.. not for the money though, it was for fun! haha.. really stupid la.. i went up to their table, and dumped the hearts there like the guy did, and said," erm.. sorry.. you all jus got rejected.." and i left..
they were all like, "aww.." haha.. i wanted to burst out laughing la.. haha..

okie.. i gotta go! my lao shi is here!

I KEPT MY PROMISE!!

<3 miko!

8:30 AM + Saturday, April 21, 2007

okie.. i know i jus posted, but i forgot i wanted to post this too! haha..
its another song lyrics, BY BEYONCE!! <3 her too!! haha..

BEYONCE LYRICS

Listen




[Hidden Track]

Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release

Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....

[Chorus]
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believin you
You don't know what I'm feelin
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
Sooo long ago

Ohh I'm free now and my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your arms
All cause you won't
Listen...

[Chorus]

I don't know where I belong
But i'll be movin on
If you don't....
If you won't....

LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete

Oh,
Now i'm done believin you
You dont know what I'm feelin
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my ownn...


okie.. done..
miko signing out! <3

7:50 AM +

let me rephrase myself to clear things up..

i meant all that food in one day.. not one meal.. haha.. anw, if i told you, after that waffle we ate at waffletown, and a starbucks coffee later on, i had ONE curry puff for dinner.. i actually didnt want to eat anything, but then my stupid gastric was acting up.. so i jus thought, one curry puff pls! ^^ haha..

anw, ytd, I SAW YOU CC!! aiya, got used to wayne and his dao look le.. eversince i knew him, i hardly saw him smile.. no good yeah! but i think CC, you can make him smile de la!! haha.. GO CC! JIA YOU! ahha.. tell him that he's an old man.. NEVER SMILE!! haha.. but im VERY UBER HAPPY that you tagged!! haha.. THKS! xD

anw, ytd, i went to waffletown to eat waffles!! ahha.. took some pics with my phone, will upload the pics soon!! haha.. i wanna upload some pics from the swim meet, but too lazy la.. haha..

as i was saying, ytd, i went out rite?! AFTER a LONG long long long long long long long.. you get the message, LONG time.. ahha.. but it was ARGH! stay at home better la.. haha.. anw, ytd, i went out with my JIE, my DIDI, and his fren.. somehow, it wasnt as fun as going out was before that.. haix.. miss the old days.. T.T

anw.. we went out, walked ard, my DIDI and his fren kept disappearing and appearing.. ARGH.. darn stupid.. we watched the movie, "MEET THE ROBINSONS"! dying to watch that since last yr la.. haha..
it was boring. haha.. ytd was so dead.. i was out, but like i felt like i was jus at home.. T.T

reach home, i was like trying to cheer myself up! so i got to my closet and threw my clothes abt thinking of wat to wear for today! haha.. took like 2 hrs to decide, imagine the clothes all over, especially with a NAGGY mum ard! haha..

today i felt uber emo la.. dunno why.. still trying to figure it out.. it was like i hardly smiled, much less laugh.. maybe cos of ytd.. diao rite? =.=ll BISH! haha..

OH YA! ytd, i saw jaydn at PLAZA SINGAPURA, he was like,"OH MY GOD!" then i turned ard.. i didnt even know it was him till i saw caroline and asked her who that was.. haha.. im a very sad, blur person okie? happy? haha..

okie.. done with this post.. its long enough!!

<33 miko!

3:00 AM + Thursday, April 19, 2007

this post is dedicated to CARRIE UNDERWOOD! <333
simply LOVE HER!!

JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
she was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on

Oh, Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh


i know this song was like long long ago la, but i still like it as much as i first heard it! <33 haha..

YURESH IS EVIL!! he pinched me then got one odd blue black in the middle of my arm.. SO PAIN!! T.T say i rough some more.. HMPH!

anw!!
<33 MIKO!!

4:01 AM + Wednesday, April 18, 2007

ANNOYING!!
ppl nowadays cannot take jokes la.. T.T its like its ONLY a joke! one stupid JOKE! ARGH!

anw, enough talking abt ANNOYING ppl, HAPPY THOUGHTS! hahaha.. okie.. you know, after sch today, i went to ELIZABETH's HSE! ahha.. it was fun la.. i never realised a lot of things abt her.. her hse is also SOooooooo COOL!! ahha.. like APRIL's HSE! ahha.. the lift is inside the apartment one lor.. haha.. anw, i had to leave at ard 4 plus? cos i TOT i had to leave for tuition, but cos i was late, i borrowed money from elizabeth to take a cab, when i reached the place finally, i REMEMBERED! NO TUITION!! ms long, my tutor was not ARD!! DANG la!! haha.. cos like, i wanted to go to the gym la.. haix... no GYM!! T.T

come home still have to face ANNOYING ppl!@#*$*#U$

HAPPY THOUGHTS!! ^^

okie.. gotta run! *LITERALLY* with my sis!!

BYE!
<3 miko!

7:35 AM + Tuesday, April 17, 2007

haha.. SORRY YA'LL! i know i havent been blogging the last few days and all.. wanted to, but then, sch library is doing some re stocking or smth, and then the comp labs are all like packed?! so its like UBER ANNOYING!! haha.. its like, sarah, si hui, kelly and i, wasted almost one period searching for one place to use the comp?! we jus HAD to use the comp! haha.. anw, sarah even came up with the stupidest idea, it was because the last time, she left her wallet in the primary comp lab, i know we hardly use it anymore, but she did leave it there, as in seriously, so, she had to look for the IT man to open the door, he did, but then, a second after the guy opened the door, he left, so after that, we tried to do it, sarah acted like she lost her wallet, then we purposely acted like she really lost it, but a pity, he didnt leave.. T.T

ANW!! IM SO HAPPY!! haha.. i got a new HANDPHONE! finally!! haha.. if you want the number, jus ask me yeah? but i'll only give it to the ppl i know.. -.-ll

OH YA! today, i went for art after sch, have to wat, cannot pon.. T.T haha.. anw, i went cos of the BEN & JERRY ice-cream which i didnt get it.. T.T haix..
it was like at 445 pm, mr ong let us off! ahha.. then char, joy, cassie and me went to cathy to B&J, but when we reached there, we saw the queue, WA! uber LONG!! i met up with yuresh and clifton? then, char and joy decided to try our luck at city hall. i couldnt convice them to wait at cathy, cos yuresh and clifton were there the whole day, they wld have known how long the queue was.. RITE? haha.. anw, i felt uber awkward la.. joy and char kept dao-ing me.. and like yuresh and clifton were at the back, i was like in the middle?? and then like, i couldnt do anything, i wanted to cry can? sorry la, but i felt very left out ma.. it was like both grps were telling me to talk to the other grp.. =X

I WANTED TO BURST OUT IN TEARS! anw, enough talking of that, sad things.. ahha.. HAPPY THOUGHTS!! when we reached city hall however, it was like, 10 times WORSE!! ahha.. so in the end, i didnt get to eat B&J... T.T sad.. i know.. haix.. wat to do?I WANT MY ICE-CREAM!! haha.. anw, we finally sat down at burger king, for god knows wat? char and joy bought food, and yuresh and clifton got drinks.. weird eh? and yuresh called his church fren? geraldine, from CHIJ? haha.. char and joy said MG girls dun do IJ girls? WHY?!! ANYONE WANNA TELL ME?! this is totally not sick rite?? ahha.. OMG! i jus rmb, before that, yuresh asked me to think of a band name cos he is gonna play at B&J, so i came up with "PONANI", no offence la, but i didnt know wat it meant, i only knew it was smth really stupid. haha.. then i got into trouble with everyone.. hahahha.. DIAO! anw, i erased tat thing.. YURESH STARTED SPITTING ICE AT ME LA!! SO ANNOYING!! dun like him.. BLEAGHX! i came up with other names la, like "SCOOPADALICIOS", and and, dun rmb? haha.. and his fren came up with you know wat? "POPCORN SEASON".. -.-ll SO NOT ORIGINAL!! haha.. mine is SOOOO much better than his la.. haha..

okie.. after that, we had to leave rite? so i left joy and char, and then the rest of us, geraldine, clifton, yuresh and me, walked to the bus stop.. i knew where the bus stop was la.. but they didnt trust me.. T.T i know im blur and all, but STILL!! i always take the bus home after my dental app can?! hmph! on the bus i started having gastric, didnt eat anything ma.. eat one slice of bread for breakfast, one bun for recess, and a bowl of soup with noodles for lunch, after that never eat anything le can? haha.. yuresh kept calling me dao, BUT I WAS HAVING MY FREAKING GASTRIC PAINS??! PAIN CAN??! hmph! anw, he was talking to geraldine most of the time, CHURCH FREN ma.. so they must have a lot to talk abt.. haha..

anw, i jus realised that ppl dun know me.. i dun tell ppl how i feel,think and all, and i hardly show my true feelings, so most of the time ppl have to guess, and no one can guess correctly except one person so far, and that person is not my parents, nor yuresh. WOW, he's the least expected person la.. haha.. anw, my parents dun even know wat i want, love, or do! its like, i dun mind brownies, but my mum says i DUN like brownies, and i'll be like, err.. okie mummy.. my frens will start staring at me, cos they know its wrong, but she's my mummy wat, though, she got one thing correct, and that is to get me a HANDPHONE!! haha.. YAY!!

okie, i gotta go slp le.. my mum is rushing me.. haha.. okie.. NITES!
this is an uber.. UBER.. long post.. hahaha..

<3 miko!

6:31 AM + Tuesday, April 10, 2007

aiya.. today like nth happened lei.. haha.. after one period it was this, then this, then this.. but today was very fast.. dunno why?! haha.. i like today, even if its boring, cos maybe it wasnt boring, but it is now, and i cant exactly rmb wat happened today.. hahaha.. =X

BORING BORING! SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM THIS BOREDOM!! i kinda wanna go out, but with no guys!! haha.. girls.. tsk tsk.. haha.. i realised almost everyone has a bf la.. tsk!

OH YA! mr ong suddenly mentioned that like gay sex wasnt allowed, and i was like, " WTH?!" wat is gay sex anw?! guys can have sex one meh? haha.. someone wanna enlighten me? or maybe not.. my mind is polluted enough.. haha..

okie.. gonna leave cos its killing me.. BOREDOM!! xD

<3 miko!

3:23 AM + Sunday, April 08, 2007

this post is like one day late.. heh heh..

haix.. i dunno why, but its like if i dun blog for jus one day, i will feel really empty or smth. haha.. so.... I NEED TO BLOG!! i need to get it all out, if not i'll go crazy i guess.. but my parents jus dun understand that part.. cos like, i realised smth, it struck me last nite, abt why i cant tell my parents anything.. its not that i cant, but its like i dunno how to kinda thing la.. its like, ytd, after my xs dinner at church, i had to meet up with my aunty, so she cld send my bro and me home, but on the way home, i realised my aunty's bf, kept like makig noise you know, as in talking, and i realised that if it were in my dad's car, no one wld make noise la.. we wld jus sit there, and listen to the radio, so ike "farenheit 451" ><"
anw, and then it struck my why we cld never talk, its cos like, no one in my family really listens, well, at least my parents dun, and they even as us why we wun share, its like, my parents are too busy with everything, they hardly have time to stop and think, and even when they are ard, they will jus go on and on scolding me and my siblings.. good life rite? haix.. dun really like the scolding and all though.. its like, me? spacing out! they have a prob with that too.. when i dun reply them in the car or smth, my parents will go, "mariko, can you stop smsing and listen to me?" when im jus spacing out and didnt catch anything they said the last 5 mins maybe? haha.. not sure..

haix.. this is gonna be a long post i guess.. i think i have more fun with my frens, even though some are not really nice, but its with the nice ones that i have fun! xD
oh ya.. i mite not be posting regularly, stupid! parents think its cos of the electronics at home that i've been slping late.. partial truth, but mostly HMWK!! ><
BLEAGHX!

now, on to some happier things..
lets start with ytd..

i woke up at 6, but fell back into lala land until ard 630, when i rushed to the toilet to get ready and all, i was so slpy cos the nite before i slept at 1 am, then the whole family left the hse, my bro went for his rugby training, and the rest of us went to acsi for the METHODIST WALK! haha.. stupid walk.. it was like ard dover or smth, i jus knew i had to follow the crowd.. wanted to leave half-way, but mrs chan appeared from nowhere, and kept following my frens and i, [i walked with elizabeth, divya, michelle, and her cousin (the cousin is a retard! ><)]
after the walk, my dad brought the whole family, including my bro and my chinese tuition teacher to this revolving restaurant at harbour front, to eat dim sum! QUITE NICE! YUMMY!
then i went for tuition.. T.T i had it until like from 1-5 pm.. this annoying guy, POON YGA YU! (not sure if i spelled it correctly!) ANNOYING! keep making a lot of noise, but that kida kept me awake, and time apparently passed very quickly.. i was dead tired after the tuition and all, but still had to wait for my parents to come to pick my bro and i, but my aunt brought my bro out to watch number 23?! i wanted to watch too! but i had to go for the XS YOUTH dinner..
uber fun you know, the dinner was steamboat, at first, cos i helped everyone get food and all, i only had a fishball, then KAT helped me get food.. haha.. LOVE YOU!
the funny thing was, bcos joan and jai ying were done eating, they wanted to do an experiment to see whether singaporeans were heartless ppl, and you know wat? singaporeans ARE heartless.. joan pretended to be the gangster, then jai ying is the victim, and even as joan "brutally" bashed jaiying until she was on the floor, no one stopped.. T.T so sad rite?!?! haha.. but its funny okie..
after the thing, i went to meet my aunt and my cousins at cine.. and my day ended! YAY! haha.. very busy rite? i slept early la.. but then the nxt day cannot wake up for church, and my dad was like pms-ing the whole day.. haha..
FUN! i miss that la..

TODAY
today passed very fast.. i like mondays..
1) sch passes so fast.
2) there are very lil' lessons today..
3) no need to use a lot of my brains.
4) 2 FREE PERIODS!! xD
5) and other secret wishes.. =X

anw.. today the pastor talked abt committing suicide and all, and then i told elizabeth i had tot of doing so, but when i saw the penknife and the pain, i told myself, no thks! haha.. cos i know i wun die one lor.. its like, my parents will find out, they will over react, and then i'll die from it.. ahha..

haix.. today i saw yuresh at kap again.. and he thinks IM DAO??!?! like im not rite?! T.T im not okie.. hmph! ><

i love myself! NOT! haha..
bye! <3 miko!

7:47 AM + Wednesday, April 04, 2007

You are Everything To Somebody
Right now at this very minute......

someone
is very proud of you

someone
is thinking of you

someone
cares about you

someone
misses you

someone
wants to talk to you

someone
wants to be with you

someone
hopes you aren't in trouble

someone
is thankful for the support you have
provided

someone
wants to hold your hand

someone
hopes everything turns out all right

someone
wants you to be happy

someone
wants you to find them

someone
is celebrating your successes

someone
wants to give you a gift

someone
think you ARE a gift

someone
hopes you are not too cold, or too hot

someone
wants to hug you

someone
loves you

someone
wants to lavish you with small gifts

someone
admires your strength

someone
is thinking of you and smiling

someone
wants to be your shoulder to cry on

someone
wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun

someone
thinks the world of you

someone
wants to protect you

someone
would do anything for you

someone
wants to be forgiven

someone
is grateful for your forgiveness

someone
wants to laugh with you about old times

someone
remembers you and wishes you were there

someone
needs to know that your love is unconditional

somebody
values your advice
someone
wants to tell you how much they care

someone
wants to stay up watching old movies with
you

someone
wants to share their dreams with you

someone
wants to hold you in their arms

someone
wants YOU to hold them in your arms

someone
treasures your spirit

someone
wishes they could STOP time because of
you

someone
can't wait to see you

someone
wishes that things didn't have to change

someone
loves you for who you are

someone
loves the way you make them feel

someone
wants to be with you

someone
hears a song that reminds them of you

someone
wants you to know they are there for you

someone
is glad that you're their friend

someone
wants to be your friend

someone
stayed up all night thinking about you

someone
is alive because of you

someone
is wishing that you would notice them

someone
wants to get to know you better

someone
believes that you are their soul mate

someone
wants to be near you

someone
misses your guidance and advice

someone
values your guidance and advice

someone
has faith in you

someone
trusts you

someone
needs you to send them this letter

someone
needs your support

someone
needs you to have faith in them

someone
needs you to let them be your friend

someone
will cry when they read this

i hope im someone to someone.. haha..

<3 miko!

7:10 AM +

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ARGH!!!! OMG!!! SDJSF !! FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!! WAT THE HELL IS MY ASSHOLE BROTHER'S NO, MY FU*CKING NORMAN! WTH LA.. ITS LIKE RITE AT THE BEGINNING OF THE NITE, I TOLD EVERYONE, I WANNA WATCH AMERICAN IDOL.. AND LIKE NOW, IT JUS STARTED, AND I HAVENT BEEN WATCHING LA.. EVERYONE SAYS ITS NICE.. THEN he HAS TO RUIN EVERYTHING!!! OMG!! and then now, my mum jus switched off the tv.. its like ARGH!!! everytime also you know, everytime HE stupid baka have to irritate me one lor.. its like i say yes, he will say no, he keeps ANNOYING ME!!! i cant stand it anymore la.. everynite i have to withstand this nonsense!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dun even want this family la.. so annoying.. its like, i think that without my anooying asshole in my life, life wld be SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much better.. wth is his prob, now my mum says, "im not ready, dun bother me.." and no one is allowed to touch the tv cos of that.. i think by the time she is, IT WLD HAVE ENDED! FU** my asshole person nxt to me annoying me!

DADDY, if your reading this, I WANNA KILL HIM! he is near the end of the cliff okie.. i am alr resisting the temptation to KILL HIM!! ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hate the asshole..

6:43 AM +

Ssshhh.. okie.. haha.. this is uber weird la.. its like.. when i jus came online, then this guy suddenly opened this convo with me.. haha.. look at it..

my birthday coming soon yeah says:
hellos
my birthday coming soon yeah says:
my dear gal

my birthday coming soon yeah just sent you a nudge.

miko! *[[ EMO KID! ]]* says:
err...
miko! *[[ EMO KID! ]]* says:
ello?
miko! *[[ EMO KID! ]]* says:
im not yours!
my birthday coming soon yeah says:
one day you will be
miko! *[[ EMO KID! ]]* says:
.....
miko! *[[ EMO KID! ]]* says:
err...
miko! *[[ EMO KID! ]]* says:
haha

haha.. weird rite? im like err.... hahahahhaha....

<3 miko!

7:40 AM + Tuesday, April 03, 2007

this is a song i wanted to post on.. but i always forgot..
this song is dedicated to my EX-chem./physics tuition teacher! MR HELVA!
(sing along with the ELMO's WORLD tune xD )

lalalala.. lalalala.. it's helva's world!
lalalala.. lalalala.. it's helva's world!
helva loves his students!
his girlfren too!
ITs....... HELVA's.... WORLD!

DONE! nice song? MUST SING ALONG AH!!

<3 miko!

7:07 AM +

haha.. i shall not be emo anymore.. i hope i will not.. like today, i was so pissed of by my family la.. i was like totally ARGH okie.. i even cried on the way to sch la.. i couldnt take it.. then when i reached class, i jus dumped my bag down, and stormed out, and sat outside class.. then bernice and sarah are nice ppl.. haha.. sit with me and keep asking me if im alrite.. OH YA! corliss too! SHE's NICE OKIE.. she was the first to realise smth was wrong.. hmm.. didnt expect it la.. haha.. THKS everyone! but im fine now.. REALLY! it had nth to do with him.. haha.. okie.. i am supposed to upload thing video i wanted to upload and a few photos too.. on andrea's bdae.. sorry for the delay! ><

upload later?! haha..

<3 miko!