this post is like one day late.. heh heh..
haix.. i dunno why, but its like if i dun blog for jus one day, i will feel really empty or smth. haha.. so.... I NEED TO BLOG!! i need to get it all out, if not i'll go crazy i guess.. but my parents jus dun understand that part.. cos like, i realised smth, it struck me last nite, abt why i cant tell my parents anything.. its not that i cant, but its like i dunno how to kinda thing la.. its like, ytd, after my xs dinner at church, i had to meet up with my aunty, so she cld send my bro and me home, but on the way home, i realised my aunty's bf, kept like makig noise you know, as in talking, and i realised that if it were in my dad's car, no one wld make noise la.. we wld jus sit there, and listen to the radio, so ike "farenheit 451" ><"
anw, and then it struck my why we cld never talk, its cos like, no one in my family really listens, well, at least my parents dun, and they even as us why we wun share, its like, my parents are too busy with everything, they hardly have time to stop and think, and even when they are ard, they will jus go on and on scolding me and my siblings.. good life rite? haix.. dun really like the scolding and all though.. its like, me? spacing out! they have a prob with that too.. when i dun reply them in the car or smth, my parents will go, "mariko, can you stop smsing and listen to me?" when im jus spacing out and didnt catch anything they said the last 5 mins maybe? haha.. not sure..
haix.. this is gonna be a long post i guess.. i think i have more fun with my frens, even though some are not really nice, but its with the nice ones that i have fun! xD
oh ya.. i mite not be posting regularly, stupid! parents think its cos of the electronics at home that i've been slping late.. partial truth, but mostly HMWK!! ><
BLEAGHX!
now, on to some happier things..
lets start with ytd..
i woke up at 6, but fell back into lala land until ard 630, when i rushed to the toilet to get ready and all, i was so slpy cos the nite before i slept at 1 am, then the whole family left the hse, my bro went for his rugby training, and the rest of us went to acsi for the METHODIST WALK! haha.. stupid walk.. it was like ard dover or smth, i jus knew i had to follow the crowd.. wanted to leave half-way, but mrs chan appeared from nowhere, and kept following my frens and i, [i walked with elizabeth, divya, michelle, and her cousin (the cousin is a retard! ><)]
after the walk, my dad brought the whole family, including my bro and my chinese tuition teacher to this revolving restaurant at harbour front, to eat dim sum! QUITE NICE! YUMMY!
then i went for tuition.. T.T i had it until like from 1-5 pm.. this annoying guy, POON YGA YU! (not sure if i spelled it correctly!) ANNOYING! keep making a lot of noise, but that kida kept me awake, and time apparently passed very quickly.. i was dead tired after the tuition and all, but still had to wait for my parents to come to pick my bro and i, but my aunt brought my bro out to watch number 23?! i wanted to watch too! but i had to go for the
XS YOUTH dinner..
uber fun you know, the dinner was steamboat, at first, cos i helped everyone get food and all, i only had a fishball, then
KAT helped me get food.. haha..
LOVE YOU! the funny thing was, bcos joan and jai ying were done eating, they wanted to do an experiment to see whether singaporeans were heartless ppl, and you know wat? singaporeans ARE heartless.. joan pretended to be the gangster, then jai ying is the victim, and even as joan "brutally" bashed jaiying until she was on the floor, no one stopped.. T.T so sad rite?!?! haha.. but its funny okie..
after the thing, i went to meet my aunt and my cousins at cine.. and my day ended! YAY! haha.. very busy rite? i slept early la.. but then the nxt day cannot wake up for church, and my dad was like pms-ing the whole day.. haha..
FUN! i miss that la..
TODAYtoday passed very fast.. i like mondays..
1) sch passes so fast.
2) there are very lil' lessons today..
3) no need to use a lot of my brains.
4) 2 FREE PERIODS!! xD
5) and other secret wishes.. =X
anw.. today the pastor talked abt committing suicide and all, and then i told elizabeth i had tot of doing so, but when i saw the penknife and the pain, i told myself, no thks! haha.. cos i know i wun die one lor.. its like, my parents will find out, they will over react, and then i'll die from it.. ahha..
haix.. today i saw yuresh at kap again.. and he thinks IM DAO??!?! like im not rite?! T.T im not okie.. hmph! ><
i love myself! NOT! haha..
bye! <3 miko!
