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8:26 PM + Tuesday, June 26, 2007

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ELLO! haha.. its another free period of mine again! haha.. i got two today.. wanna die la.. now at home cannot do anything, watch tv cannot, use comp, no internet to do so with, so the laptop is like useless la.. haha.. haix.. then i reach home at abt 7-8 pm every nite cos after sch and tuition and all, then no time to do anything else le.. reach home bathe, eat, time to do work, then talk on the phone for a while with calvin or douglas or anyone else, then TIME TO SLP!! i love slping time, cos i dunno why, but im always so tired in the morning, even now, i feel as if my eyes can close in the library and jus fall into a deep deep slp.. haha.. how funny rite? haix.. nvm.. i'll jus be a lamo and stare into the comp and into space.. haha.. i tell you ah, this stupid comp has a prob, must make me scoll ard the screen one.. uber lame.. hmph!
anws, YES! i finally posted!! and i finally get ppl on my tagboard again! haha..

okie.. so jus now i was thinking okie.. hmm.. you know i finally realised why i actually liked him.. smth i never knew for a long long time.. haha.. but now i do.. and i wanna post it on the blog so i'll never forget that! haha.. and i also wanna thk him if he ever comes here.. ^^

so here it goes....

you know, he always gave me this sense of security, its like as if i didnt have to do much to feel that way you know, he wld jus make me feel that way automatically, and i dunno, but i heard that when you like a person, as in seriously like someone, you'll think of him 24/7, and you juss wanna talk to him or see him face to face, even if its jus on the internet.. and then, i think, oh.. haha.. i had that once.. but i dunno abt now though.. now im jus left confused and trying to adjust to the new life! haha.. BACK TO THE TOPIC! though he never talked much, jus by his lil gestures, i knew he cared for me, and loved me, that i cld trust my senses and go along with everything, and then, i believed him, i actually trusted him, and i trusted everything he said.. i dunno whether everything he told me was true a not, but i rather believe him till i find out the truth and get really angry.. haha.. anws, he was also always there for me when i needed someone to talk to, share my feelings with and all la.. haha.. so thats it i guess, so much for all that thinking.. finally thought of the reason! haha..

anws, ytd i went to kap, spent like the whole day there, then i think i ate too much sweets and gummies that i got a stomach ache.. T.T haha.. anws, did hmwk there lor.. like four lines of my summary! T.T im such a loser! haha.. anws, ytd play the dum dum animal game.. sabo me lor.. then i had to kiss ronald mcdonalds on the LIPS! EEW la.. then i didnt wanna do it, so mel pushed my head and then she made me do it for SO long.. ARGH! haha.. anws, dunno wat else to blog abt, oh ya! i forgot smth.. ARGH la.. dunno where my camera cable is, so now cannot upload any pics into the comp, and i need to burn the pics onto a disc and all..

ANYONE HAS A MEMORY CARD READER TO LEND A PITIFUL GIRL?!! T.T

okie, anws, now, i really dunno wat to say le, so i reply tags ba! ^^

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