8:37 AM + Friday, August 31, 2007

Tsk tsk.. I'm so tired after today.I mean, I didn't really do much rite?then why a$m I more tired than spending a day of fun?wierdo! Haha
Ans,today we celebrated teacher's day at sch rite?and it was quite fun cos we were cam-whoring,taking pics with teachers and all.and I realise nowadays,ppl give less and less presents to teachers.naughty ppl!haha.but I got all of my teachers a present okie!diff ones each!^^ I feel so proud of myself!

So anws,today suppose to go out with douglas,his two frens,and min ji, but mel tagged along!haha.it was quite fun,considering that today was actually quite unlucky for me.douglas got me a kiddy book,and mind you,I dun read anything other than txtbks!xD stupid idiot lor.then we played air hockey at the arcade and I almost had to pay the fine cos I thought I lost the bat,but lucky min ji found it!but mel lost her,no,clem's phone while helping me.. T.T sorry?(To clem that is)

So we watched evan almighty.stupid,but funny.my comment!I mean,they changed the noah's ark story to become funnier,but yet keep in line with the plot of the flood.the graphics for the animals however,were too faked to be screened on tv..haha.

I kinda liked today,cos we took neos too!but its not very nice!! T.T haha.so I wun upoad it even if I had the chance to!haha..

Okie.I'm tired.
Miko falling aslp!
PEACE!
<3 miko!

8:23 AM + Thursday, August 30, 2007

Firstly, I gotta wish myself a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
I'll sing a birthday song to myself, cos I'm 15!! Finally my bdae is here you know..but I'm so sad cos very lil ppl cared to say happy bdae to me.. T.T

BUT.. For those that dod say happy bdae to me! THKS! You are greatly appreciated by me, mariko ng! ^^

So..

Happy birthday to myself!
Happy birthday to myself!
Happy birthday to myself!
Happy birthday to myself!

YAY!xD

Today I went for the army open she thing, quite fun!! ^^ I liked it A LOT actually! Cos firslt, I kinda spent my bdae ther, and it was a diff place, bringing abt diff experiences! Loved it!

I got to try carrying the gun, shoot air one! The real one was too scary.I was like screaming everytime they fired!haha.there was this guy to teach me how to shoot and all, but I bet he had this hopeless word there, cos I truly was hopeless!he kept trying to tell me shoot this shoot that,but I cldnt see anything!haha,then it was freaking heavy,wanted to drop the gun immediately.so there's hope for my bro!haha!
Anws,we only had 1hr to play,and spent like how many freaking hrs waiting for the bus!stupid and annoying.
Actually,initially I thought there was only gonna be our sch going,but it turned out to be like almost all the schs,and everyone seemed like they have no life,amused by the smses screened while we were waiting.long story.

Marble the slut says I talk too much... T.T. True meh?not good ah? So mean rite?! Slut is mean to bitch!haha.

Gotta go slp le!and post this before its too late!haha.

Nites!
Hugs n kisses!
<3 miko!

11:10 PM + Sunday, August 19, 2007

IM NOT FREAKING EMO!!

im jus a regular girl man.. and who the hell is ANON?! you shld go screw yourself or smth.. i didnt say i was EMO did i?! and even if i did, saying smth means doing smth meh? i dun even rmb wth i typed in my last post la.. and why wldn't yuresh win huh?! you think you got a "NICE" voice meh? then go join TI la.. SO SMART! but i think you cant even make it through the auditions cos YOU ARE TONE DEAF! STUPID!

so anws.. im happy now okie.. i think..

i mean, i think that maybe happiness is jus like covering something within me, i dunno? i mean, sometimes, i really feel like i wanna kill myself, end everything you know.. but since this is my blog, it shld be happy rite?

OKIE! happy thoughts again! hmm..

i jus finished my lit, LIKE FINALLY MAN! haha.. anws.. my mummy's being annoying i tell you.. whole day scream scream scream.. morning scream, nite scream, i think thats why she's a lawyer.. haha.. i think she screams at the judge too! haha.. my daddy calls her a typhoon! haha.. the recent typhoons happening are surprising okie.. okie.. anws.. i jus rmb i didnt eat my lunch! haha.. how stupid.. my mummy took the tv cable to work.. how retarded can she get you tell me.. haha..

i think after i reach home, i'll like bring my dad's laptop out to plaza sing to use.. haha.. i wanna watch A LOT of movies i tell you, during the e-learning on friday, my mummy returned me the phone, i woke up uber early to check my phone, cos i knew sure got a lot of smses, then sure enough there was, a lot of miss calls too! haha.. then when i called a number back, i realised it was this lil boy that i gave my number to, he had been like prank calling my number, and then yuresh called.. he told me he ponned sch lor.. haha.. stupid.. at first i thought it was mel's idea cos he kept saying that mel wanted to go to sentosa or smth lidat, but she hasnt woken up and all, so i had to entertain him.. so i had to wake up early in the morning.. on a no sch day.. not good okie.. so anws, it was raining uber heavy too la..

anws.. blah blah blah.. and the story ends with, i watched the movie 881 on friday with mel! haha.. it was uber funny la.. i really encourage ppl to go watch! i mean, though its in hokkien, but its like really funny cos its so SINGAPORE! haha.. but it gets a bit draggy to the end, cos it takes uber long before the girl dies.. like they drag and drag, and it becomes too much of a drag.. haha..

stupid ss quiz.. so stupid! PROPAGANDA i tell you!!

GOTTA GO! wanna eat my lunch!!!! ^^

<3! miko!

11:06 PM +

9:05 PM + Tuesday, August 14, 2007

haix.. you know wat.. i was actually very happy ytd.. but i suddenly became an EMO KID in the morning.. its so annoying to think that, once you do really well, and you suddenly start to drop in your studies, your parents never notice any improvement in you, they only start noticing your deprovements you've made.. i mean, i didnt put much effort into this term, but yet, AT LEAST NOTICE MY IMPROVEMENTS!! like, i improved for my AMATHS! from an almost fail at the beginning of the yr, im getting an A1 for this term.. dun they have anything to say?! HELLO!?! im failed maths last yr, i admit that i dint work hard last yr, but at least im putting in more effort for this yr rite? hmph! they neer notice my good.. THEY DUN EVEN KNOW WAT SUBS I TAKE UNTIL THEY LOOK AT MY PROGRESS REPORT OKIE!! like, they will keep saying, "mariko, why you not studying your GEOGRAPHY/HISTORY?! dun you have ANY tests at all?!" then i'll jus look away and sigh.. this is the type of parents i have! argh! i know, smtimes they mean well, but yet, when they dun notice anything abt me, i feel so ARGH! like, they are my parents for goodness sake! haix.. i hope GOD's not lidat.. T.T

anws.. i promised my parents i'd get 5 A's for EOY, GOOD LUCK TO MARIKO NG THE DEAD DUCK! stupid idiot.. haix.. im gonna die.. my parents dun trust me.. i tell the truth they dun believe, they rather hear the lie.. i tell a lie they believe.. this kind of parents, WHO WANTS?!

i've been staying at sch for drama the last few weeks, and cos drama nite's in like wat? two days?! obviously we have to stay back more often and for longer times rite? like havent they been listening to me RANT ON AND ON abt how SCREWED up drama nite is?! like OMG! did you know, the backdrop for drama nite isnt done? and then, the acting and blocking isnt done either? and then like nth is done?!! there is like no one coming, only maybe 60 per nite?! and then, we're like expecting at least 500 altogether?! MRS _____ _____ is STUPID! and maybe you've heard me rant on abt how stupid she is.. i mean, other then coming in at the beginning of drama, she nags a bit, and then she leaves for the canteen and stays there the whole time eating and eating, i mean, i didnt even eat my freaking lunch ytd and i survived! how can she not when she's like how freaking fat la! STUPID WOMAN! haha..

teachers earn ALOT! and mostly doing nth.. i mean, they dun care abt the students, always saying things like, "girls, i wun care abt you all from now on, its up to you whether you want to hand in your work or not", then they dun even tell us wat freaking hmwk we need to hand up and by when, always expecting US to know when its jus a flip away.. BIaTCH..

so anws, ytd i stayed back at sch.. i did my hmwk in sch okie.. I ACTUALLY did it! like seriously okie.. but my parents had to spoil it by saying i NEVER did any of my hmwk! like seriously, they tell me not to accuse anyone of {not} doing smth when i've never witnessed it myself, but yet, they are doing the same thing la.. like how can i pass if i dun do my work?! like HELLO?! hmwk ensures a pass every term la.. ARGH! so anws, HAPPY THOUGHTS! ytd, after i did my work, i left and went for drama.. i went to sew, paint, and sew again, and paint.. everyone thought i got an A1 for home econs last yr la.. i was even called a hse wife.. =.=ll wat can i say? im a JACK OF ALL TRADES.. haha.. but a QUEEN of NONE.. T.T haha..

i even got paint ALL over my frens.. haha.. darn fun! i stll hae paint on my legs.. didnt clean it off properly.. T.T haha.. but it was fun okie!!!!! haha.. although i wldnt recommend ppl to go for drama nite, but i dun wanna see the disappointed faces on my juniors, cos some of them worked really hard for this drama nite, and its their first time acting too! so..

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8:07 AM + Sunday, August 12, 2007

Haix.. I'm very sad now la.cos yuresh didn't win the TEENAGE ICON! T.T and if your reading this yuresh, dun feel sad! :) MUST CHEER UP I mean, there's always nxt year! Plus, maybe you shld have joined TI last year, cos the winner and the runner up didn't seem THAT great..tsk.but on the otherhand,if you had won, you wld have to face the countless demand for things from mel and me!cos we purposely took our time off to go down JUST to support you!haha.so anws,I dun think you wld be able to provide us with that amt of money we were planning to extort out of you!haha.

Though.it was a shear pity that we didn't get to see him perform on the finals itself. T.T we went too late..it was actually my fault, cos I had tuition and all.plus,I didn't know wat time it'd start. It'd better be on youtube as you said it wld be!! Haha.

Now, to sidetrack a bit,I kinda dun mind using the blackberry anymore,as long as I get to blog!!haha.though its a bit ma fun to type and all la.BUT! Always look on the bright side of life! Todo tadatada! Haha.

Today I learnt something at church!I mean,I feel my life is now full of god,like I know him better and all,and I have much more confidence in sharing abt god to my frens!like wat my pastor said today on the first lesson of 40dop,we all need a purpose in life,and that purpose was created for GOD!cos without a purpose in life,our lives will be messed up..which I totally think is true okie.so I wanna introduce to everyone the book, a purpose driven life! Cos its really easy and interesting to read, and if I can read it,YOU CAN TOO! ^^

Nites!
<3 miko!

8:06 AM +

Haix.. I'm very sad now la.cos yuresh didn't win the TEENAGE ICON! T.T and if your reading this yuresh, dun feel sad! :) MUST CHEER UP I mean, there's always nxt year! Plus, maybe you shld have joined TI last year, cos the winner and the runner up didn't seem THAT great..tsk.but on the otherhand,if you had won, you wld have to face the countless demand for things from mel and me!cos we purposely took our time off to go down JUST to support you!haha.so anws,I dun think you wld be able to provide us with that amt of money we were planning to extort out of you!haha.

Though.it was a shear pity that we didn't get to see him perform on the finals itself. T.T we went too late..it was actually my fault, cos I had tuition and all.plus,I didn't know wat time it'd start. It'd better be on youtube as you said it wld be!! Haha.

Now, to sidetrack a bit,I kinda dun mind using the blackberry anymore,as long as I get to blog!!haha.though its a bit ma fun to type and all la.BUT! Always look on the bright side of life! Todo tadatada! Haha.

Today I learnt something at church!I mean,I feel my life is now full of god,like I know him better and all,and I have much more confidence in sharing abt god to my frens!like wat my pastor said today on the first lesson of 40dop,we all need a purpose in life,and that purpose was created for GOD!cos without a purpose in life,our lives will be messed up..which I totally think is true okie.so I wanna introduce to everyone the book, a purpose driven life! Cos its really easy and interesting to read, and if I can read it,YOU CAN TOO! ^^

Nites!
<3 miko!

7:04 AM + Saturday, August 11, 2007

I hate being alone! Have I told you that?and there's the movie the ring rite now,and I like wanna watch it yet dun wanna.its like fresking me out! Ahh!! Haha. I wish I cld talk to someone now, at least it wun be so scary, but I dun have my phone now.stupid justin took it! Dunno when he'll return it la.stupid ass pig! Argh! Haix.. I wanna talk to someone!! T.T

I shld call someone..but who?! I'm like flipping the channels when the scary parts.haha.the ring is scary!!!!!!! T.T

So anws.. I'm going to find something to occupy myself with!haha. Apparently not the scary part yet! :)

++ miko!

5:37 AM + Friday, August 10, 2007

I've got a few things to add here before I hope to close the whole story itself.. I took off the last post alr,cos I feel that that post was jus me being rash and in a moment of impulse,I typed it all out I guess. I never really meant to hurt anyone at all, cos after all, I'm just human,and there are smtimes when I jus feel like giving up on everything.

I wanna thk all the frens that stood by my side, and for the encouragement you all gave me, cos I feel much better! Dun worry! :)

Btw, I'm like using my dad's blackberry to post.haha.found out I cld post thru here! YAYNESS!

Back to the topic,though I felt very angry, I really never expected things to get out of hands, I never meant for things to go to this extent, to the extent where you think we aren't frens, cos maybe your rite, you are human too, and as someone said,ppl make mistakes,cos I have too! So I dun blame her, but I think I need to apologise to her for all the horrible things I said to her in the last post.

SORRY NICOLE.

.
!miko.

10:42 PM + Saturday, August 04, 2007

ARGHHHHHHH!!! IM OFFICIALLY PISSED!!

i need somewhere to vent my anger! so, dun mind me and my babbling on!!
FREAK la.. like wth is his stupid asshole prob!!! its like, now, im at triciam, my church fren's hse, and i only came here so i wun intrude into cc and wayne's privacy and all,but then i have to put up with all the nonsense from a STUPID PIG!! FREAK FREAK FREAK FREAK!!
so anws, let MOI tell you wat exactly he did okie.. he like totally was an ass..
firstly, we all came to tricia'a hse after SS at church rite? then i wanted to use the comp, but cos kat wanted to use the comp to check her mail, i let her la.. but then, after waiting for like SO long, long to me can le la.. she moved away, and as i was abt to sit comfortably into the chair and use the comp, STUPID YONG EN had to push me away and use the stupid comp! then i thought he was joking and all, and wld be like moving away soon, so i let him use it, with a constant reminder that i wanted to use the comp too! but he was jus fiddling with the mouse with no intention to do anything of cos.. so i poked him, cos he's scared of tickles and all, but he took my phone! the thing i treasure the most, after the comp and all, and at that moment, cos i cldnt do anything rite, i started tearing cos i felt so useless, and i cldnt vent my anger and all.. haix.. but i stopped cos i dun cry in front of ppl i know! ^^ so i had to PRAY for LOADS of PATIENCE!! hmph!

anws.. now im using the comp cos there's another one! haha..

YAYNESS!!

FOP TONITE YEAH?!! will blog abt it later! ^^

<3 miko!