----today..
10:25 AM + Tuesday, December 25, 2007
its like 230 in the morning.. and im feeling half awake..
well, i was whining my way to the comp again.. and i almost got slapped for that.. but apparently, i got my way! ^^
though.. the price wld have been high..
my cousin officially seems to HATE me.. like i think he thinks im an annoying fly flying around him, bugging him about just anything! ^^
anws, both my cousins, chun yong and chun feng are talking to girls, but chun yong apparently aint talking to his prospective gf.. instead, its a girl i never heard of.. hahha.. anws, chun feng doesnt wanna tell me anything.. but chun yong is more open.. he even put his convo on loudspeaker! haha.. smth i'd NEVER do..
anws.. today is christmas.. and it sucks.. seriously the worst christmas EVER! though, i HAVE too thk GOD for every living day im allowed.. ^^
anws.. my cousins didnt give me ANYTHING! like KOSONG! when i asked, chun yong picked up a wire on the floor and said, "its the thought that counts wat.."
wat a retarded cousin i have.. stupid la.. -.-ll
and to think, i was the one who suggested spending christmas in kl..
my cousin, she thinks too highly of herself.. she thinks we all enjoy her time spent with us, but i beg to differ.. its NOTHING like that.. i cant wait to get back to singapore.. the grass is still ever greener there.. haha..
anws.. this truth thing i played with justin is really fun! shld play it with someone! but it wun be the same, cos no one is as thick skinned as justin lor! haha..
okie.. nites!
<3!
----my life i guess..
1:44 AM + Tuesday, December 18, 2007
YAY! im so happy yet so tired la..
today, i woke up really early, couldnt sleep cos i was going out with a fren of mine, and we were going to ESCAPE! it has been a long time since i've been there, at first, i was kinda scared that it was gonna be closed cos it was raining, but the rain stopped when we reached there! YAYNESS!
but there were two rides, or almost all the fun rides which were closed.. so ANNOYING la.. but fortunately, the ticket was only $7.. so my fren and i decided that after we took all the rides we could, we would go.. he even made me go into the haunted house with him.. i know its not scary, but it jus scares me to be in the dark and have all the creepy things inside.. we went with two other girls and they were like holding on to me. i got a bit jealous when they held on to my fren. they practically seperated us! >=( lucky he was nice to wait for me and even asked the girls to let go of him.. but after that, they held on to me.. and i was closing my eyes the whole time.. :)
before we left, i wanted him to use the two free coupons we were given.. he didnt want to play in case he embarrassed himself, but i wanted the toys!:)
anws, he was really good, and we ended up getting a nemo toy and a teddy which had a shirt which said "the worst day of my life".. which it was not!
we wanted to watch a movie because it was so boring and so early..
** i finally know how to go to escape from pasir ris mrt station!! ^^
okie.. i know im childish, but let me have my way..
hmm.. so, because there was no cinema at white sands, we went to tampanies to watch the movie.. i wanted to watch alvin and the chipmunks, but my fren had alr watched it before.. so we ended up watching "THE GOLDEN COMPASS"
IT WAS STUPID! i mean, im a person that really likes classic fairytale, and all the magic and all, the animations are really good, but its like REALLY LAME AND BORING.. cos after the movie i really felt like sleeping.. this episode it like about the girl receiving the golden campass from the headmaster and realising the evil woman is her real mother, and thats about all there is1 so lame rite? but i think the point about having demons which are actually are your souls is VERY cool! i want one too! ^^
i think today was really fun! THKS!
<3!
oh ya.. i'll be in malaysia till the 27th!
----these are the late pics..
9:19 PM + Friday, December 14, 2007
----unforgettable things
9:04 PM +
you know, in some serials or even in real life, there are kids, or even young adults that are asked these questions, "why do you treat your friends better than your own family?"
i finally got the answer today..
you know, when i get smth or do smth for the family, i dun expect to get anything in return, and its because i always believed in smth called "family"..
but today, when i asked my sister to do smth i knew she would be able to handle, my brother. i needed his laptop password to get into his files, but he just wouldnt give it to me. and i knew my sister would be able to get it.. but guess wat?
she replied, ' what would i benefit from by helping you?"
i was shocked, i mean, you dun do smth for your family members to gain smth rite? I mean, there is still a meaning called "family" in this world rite?
i replied to her," what do you mean benefit? i dun benefit by helping YOU buy your things or buy things for you rite?"
and she actually told me, "yes you do.. my love and concern.."
she doesnt understand that love and concern cannot be bought with any price, i mean, it doesnt have a price tag on it does it? it just means that eerything i did for her or anyone has a price tag on it, for me to measure how much love i get?
im pretty sure the world aint revolving around this rite? and at least, frens.. they will try to help you rite? i mean GOOD frens..
my sister didnt even TRY to help me in any way and SHE WANTED TO BENEFIT FROM IT?!
IN YOUR NEXT LIFE! ASS HOLE!
done.
