6:21 AM + Thursday, January 31, 2008

RANTING SESSION AGAIN!

you know, i never figure how i can get along with my sister at times, cos i guess we're just really extreme sisters.. its like, sometimes, if we're nice, we'll be REALLY nice to one another, but when we're not happy with one another, feelings just escalate so high, it can reach the sky.. its like HELLO?! im wondering why!

i just had another one of my quarrels with my sister. okie. i started it. this time, it was purely my fault, and i just threw my temper at my sister, and i aint saying no sorry to her okie. so dun expect anything from me, i mean, she was after all, being a bitch. and i aint hiding that fact. but that doesnt mean you guys out there can start calling her that.

cos she IS still my lil sister. so you can tell me face to face the things you hate about her, but not behind mine or her's. cos i hate that kind of people.
P.S. be nice with your comments.

anws, it started with my dad pissing me off first okie.. not allowing me to watch tv and all, and thats like part of my daily entertainment after the whole day at school. okie. i had my enjoyment already, like with charisse, shopping i mean. it was a bit annoying, and i wun hide it. lol. CC knows how annoyed i got with her and her "fussyness". i guess that could have added up to the anger.

so, my mummy wanted to count the money she owed me.. she still owes me another 10, but i'll just wave it and be a good daughter. *smiles at myself for being so thoughtful*
and then my sister comes in the conversation and starts calling me a cheat, always saying i always use the pretext that mummy still owes me money when she doesnt, and i was like," shut up when you dun know nth" and all.

and then i rmb that she owed me money, and wld'nt pay me back, saying that she aint got no money when she just got a hong bao from our tutor. so it was a lie! a pure lie.

and after that, we started quarreling, and my dad scolded me! ME! like, HELLO?! she played a part in it, why scold me?!! so anws, i got pissed as usual, and stormed out of the room. it was simple. i went to her bag, cldnt find the hong bao, got irritated, threw her wallet, and sat down in front of the laptop. she walks over, stands next to the plug and pulls it out. SNAP. thats how the laptop switched off. i immediately screamed, "F***KING B***H!" and started scolding her, she obviously cldnt out talk me and my vulgarites cos she stammered here and there. i just kept pounding her, virtually hitting her with my language of rubbish. i wanted to stop. i swear! but it just slipped out of mouth, one word after another.

then, i just stopped talking to her, actually, it was her turn to walk off. then i just stared at the reloading laptop, and reflected. it was the worst feeling ever. the one where you wanna throw up at the disgust of yourself. the monster i've become. so easily angered. where has all my patience and good virtues gone to?

i asked my mummy as usual, why she gave birth to such an annoying sister like her, and she replied as usual, "ask GOD."

i dunno how to approach her. i feel damn bad, deep down inside, i wanna say sorry, but my pride just wun let me. i'd cry my hearts out get the stuck up feeling in me, but i cant. can anyone understand this feeling?

i wun go on.
nights.

5:42 AM + Tuesday, January 29, 2008

YOYOYO!
my sister is getting on my nerves la.. like SERIOUSLY!!
anws, i thought of just coming online and just blog a bit, post a lil bit of photos here and there! haha..
anws, my dad was really weird last night, had a REALLY really long walk with him, never did that before.
its like, we walked from funan centre (city hall) all the way home.. so yup, imagine the distance.
so.. i thought i might as well upload some photos too..


the words speak it all..


keith looks so ugly!! sign the petition to get him to cut his hair!! ><


FAMILY PORTRIAT!


i wish i were that girl.. holding my grandfather's hands lidat..

BOO! okie.. im done with the pics.. no more new ones to upload here.. i think, im like too stressed or smth, cos tmr is the o lvl chem SPA.. and i cant concentrate on it at all! its like nth is getting into my head, okie, maybe, so far, im practicing QA, i only memorised 3! -.-ll im THAT sad.. haha..

and for my art.. well, if everyone MUST must know, i didnt drop art. my mummy just wldn't hear of it.. she said it was a subject that was in my pocket and wanted me to just try my best and get a grade for it.. so.. i dun have a choice.. for a start, anyone like to help me decide which topic to do? i need help! haha.. im too indecisive to settle for a topic.. im so scared i'll just change last min la.. i dun have the topics now though.. so i'll post them some other time..

but im interested to do smth on sightseers. which cld link to my other topic, roadside. ideas anyone? i dunno wat i'll do, but i was thinking of more photography, cos sightseers involve a lot of streets, places, and all these must be captured on smth. rite? someone outght to confirm the idea with me soon!! >
anws, its getting late.. i guess i'll just throw in the towel and go to slp.. maybe i can steal some ans tmr! ^^

NITES!

5:40 PM + Wednesday, January 23, 2008

WA LAU LA! stupid ass hole lor she..
damn annoying!! like okie, who's the one that wanted to be a damn fucking N.E. rep can?!! ass hole.. then turns out we have to organise a FREAKING skit for everyone to do, and then like act it out, its hard enough to get everyone to do anything in class, and then she wun even help me with my script for the class can?! like WTH! she wldn't even help me with it. she thinks like she know a lot hor.. like wth! my script very sucky, then she wun help me! then do wat stupid thing, surfing the net is like you can do at home, wun even do the right things in sch! haha..

mel like totally read that.. mind you, okie.. maybe she did help la.. but like it gets on my nerves that she wun finish it, and then she keeps doing her own stuff and taking so long to finish the damn thing la..

okie.. GOING OFF LE LA!

6:17 AM + Sunday, January 20, 2008

okie.. i know like EVERYONE i knw is going, "STRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
and all, but like, i wanna say that too! and its like only the beginning of the year! haix.. this is so SUCKY la.. but like the other day, billy was telling me that, ask the LORD for strength and he will give you.. i mean, ask, and it shall be given right?

anws, so if i ask GOD, "GOD, can you make Lao Shi sick tmr? so that she won't have to go through the o level paper that i've lost, and then i got one more day to do it?"
but i don't think that that's EVER gonna happen to me! T.T

anws, i'm so bogged down with work la.. okie, maybe its just me and my lack of the ability to prioritise and to carry out my duties, but then again.. work is TOO much! like, 1) i've got amaths and emaths to do, which i hardly know anything about differentiation. 2) chinese zhou ji which no one is sure when to hand up, 3) chinese o level paper, 4) lit assignment, 5) get forms signed? 6) study for amaths test on tues?

thats like 6 things to do!! T.T

and my sis is an ass la..
"i dun help ppl do work, it will only kill them.."
maybe that makes sense, but STILL!
help your dying sis at least la..
to think i helped her stay up to study for her geog test that turned out to be mcq.. =.=ll stupid and a waste of time! my precious slping time.. haha..

okie! gonna finish zhou ji and be done with work! and then of cos, SLP!! ^^

NITES!

10:01 PM + Friday, January 11, 2008

this whole post is gonna be about my near death experience..

like seriously, i was almost killed ytd okie.. like almost twice!
but i know you all will miss me if i did die! hahaa
mind you..
it wasnt something that i wanted to do..
if not, i'd not be able to post so CHEERFULLY! hhaha
like HELLO!
im glad im alive cos of GOD!

so every friday will be dedicated to GOD then!
for letting me live on in this world, which is kinda a bad thing,
considering the fact that i dun wanna take my o's this yr..
all the stress is coming down to me, and im beginning to feel it even though normally, i wld just dun care about it till it comes..
but all the reminder about it is KILLING ME!

okie..
back to my experience ytd..
i was at MCYC,
and i didnt know they closed early that day, normally they close at 630, but then, that day, they closed at 530.. and i dint get to learn anything new for the guitar.. T.T (BUT my dad apparently is quite good at it!)

okie.. so anws, i kinda made sheng jie, kenji, and some other new guy to stay back and accompany mel and i..
then they asked wei xiang along.. STUPID la..-.-ll
he was damn annoying la.. oh ya, the new guy left, and came back..
wei xiang kept asking me to "shut up" when i told him to "shut up".. which is totally stupid..
i mean, i didnt say anything.. i just wanted to enjoy this "funny" video which ended up with wx spoiling everything..
he couldnt out talk me, and then asked me to shut up.. stupid idot..
then like kenji called him fat, and at the same time i was laughing at sheng jie, and wx said i cldnt laugh cos i had chuby cheeks! OMG! do i still have chubby cheeks? and i did lose weight during the hols okie! HMPH! BAKA wx..

thats part of the reason why i chose sj to teach me guitar and not wx..
i like myself! ^^

okie.. anws, back to after all that.. well,i was walking to the other side of the road when i rmb that i had smth to tell mel, so i just stopped in the middle of the road..
then i heard a honking sound, and i turned to look.. i was alost hit by a motorcycle and a car la.. O.O i was like shocked for a second and then i moved away.. stupid la..

then the nxt time, i was still standing in the middle.. my hands were full of my books and my bottle.. and then the wind was so big it wanted to blow my skirt up, so i bent down to push it downwards, then my water bottle dropped.. i wanted to leave it alone cos there were so many cars, so i was thinking, "oh die.. no more water bottle for me.." then the car stopped before it touched the bottle and i picked it up.. lucky i was quick cos if not, there wld have been an accident because of me.. and i wld feel terribly bad.. T.T

then the ppl at the bus stop were like staring at me like i was some jinx.. and i felt like one lor.. cos on the bus, i was like talking on the phone and ranting to mel about wat had happened, only to know that while doing so, my books were pressing onto this lady's hand, and it hurt a lot, cos she stared at me like she wanted to kill me la.. after that, i just kept quiet and layed low.. T.T

ytd was SO unlucky for me la.. but i still wanna THANK GOD for helping me! ^^

THKS GOD!
<3!

6:54 AM + Wednesday, January 09, 2008

HELLO!

i betcha missed me!

okie.. i've been quite busy with nothing to be honest, LEARNING THE GUITAR now!! got my shi fu, sheng jie, to teach me! im doing a lot of progress okie.. dun look down on me.. but that melody ah.. she like to slow me down in my learning process.. im a fast learner, she isnt..we're like serious opposites you know, but we can click so well, ohhh wells, i guess the saying is rite, OPPOSITES DO ATTRACT! so say im ugly, so i'll get a REAL handsome bf! ^^

anws, today at drama it was SO SUPER DUPER UBER FUN la.. like i totally everyone rah rah-ed! haha.. like sao-ing kat never seemed any more FUN! anws, the kat im talking is SO POWERFUL now, she's like head prefect, and DRAMA PRESIDENT! haha.. so its more fun, especially cos its her, so its more fun for me, and worse for her! ^^ we played double wacko today, and that emma and kat ah.. purposely out to get me lor.. purposely go and hit me so hard for suaning them lor.. hmph! it'll be so much worse for them next time! HEH HEH!! anws, i'l upload some pics, like real old ones, some for MARBLE! my slut fren! ahha,.. jkjk..



PEACE OUT MAN!

K.A.T. KAT! WOO HOO!

EWW! WHO BLOCKED MY FACE!!! ><

OMG! CUTE GUY IN MY CLASS!! ^^





LOVE YA!



okie.. i look like some GOON.. haha..





WOO HOO! this was on my BDAE!




MINNY looks BORED.. ^^


okie.. thats all for today FOLKS!
BYE!
<3! miko!

6:41 PM + Saturday, January 05, 2008

PROMOTION OF ONLINE!
HEY GUYS!! there's this new and awesome shop that i found, actually, it was with mel! its really cool, creative and full of smiles!! ^^

go to it, its really fun, but not done yet,

www.smilify.blogspot.com

will update you guys with its done with the upgrade! ^^

anws, a lil about this shop,
mel and i, the M&Ms, have created a shop, the "are you happy?" shop, or just S.M.I.L.E.

this shop is the design and create a new look for anything, stationary, books, phone covers. it will be filled with smiles all over to give you and you and you a WONDERFUL day as you look at the smiles! ^^

HOPE YOU ALL WILL LIKE IT!! ^^

<3!