6:04 PM + Tuesday, February 26, 2008

im going home..
home..
home..
like to my yuk tong hse?
not in town anymore?
HAIX..
the good part?
is that i get to live in my NEW hse..
the bad part..
i wun get to go to town so conveniently anymore..
HAIX...
the bad part over rules the good! ><

but..
GOTTA LOOK ON THE POSTITIVE SIDE!
anws,
i forgot to blog about wat happened ytd..
i wanted to blog about ME going for CHEMISTRY tuition with MEL ytd..
she invited me to join this tuition centre, a branch from her church?

IT WAS SO FREAKING QUIET in the class...
i couldnt stand it!!
i had to WHISPER to mel,
cos i didnt wanna feel awkward and break the silence..
it was like a graveyard..
only,
there was no crying,
just complete silence..
the teacher was funny,
he gave A LOT of analogys to link chemistry up..
but like he couldnt really explain qns,
so it kinda confused me a little,
BUT! i'll get it somehow! (:

anws..
today,
mummy was so stressed..
and i couldnt do anything about it to help her relieve her of some of it,
i made it even worse,
and she was screaming her head off..
i was almost late for sch,
cos we left the hse at 7.
she had to drive SUPER fast to get to sch on time..
and she was scolding my maid the WHOLE journey..
haix..

I FINISHED MY O LEVEL CHEMISTRY SPA EXAM!
so relieved of it..
ONE THING TO CELEBRATE ABOUT! :D
it was kinda troubling,
cos i dunno if i have made any mistakes?
but i HOPE NOT! ><

anws,
gonna end here..
P.E is starting,
and i have PE shirt and shorts,
but they are my old ones..
and i need a set for the afternoon at drama,
so i think i'll pon PE..
like say im sick when im not.. haix..

okie..
P.S. I LOVE YOU <3!

6:41 AM +

OMG!!
that movie was DAMN NICE!
i VERY VERY much recomend it to everyone!!
like seriously,
i LOVED it,
and i'll NEVER regret watching it,
cos it was such a NICE movie..
seriously...
the plot is totally unpredictable,
like, you never know wat to ecpect next..
you normally expect this and that to happen,
but it goes all wrong,
and it goes the other way..
A PERFECT TWIST!
plus,
the producer was able to capture all the touching parts into the movie,
which made me cry almost throughout..
LITERALLY, CRY....
and i've never cried so much for a movie..
like normally its just one scene where you actually tear,
but this was like, the tears just couldnt stop,
and MEL was crying too!
she totally loved the movie too,
but she said that this movie wasted a lot of tissue. LOL..
and she was like blowing her nose most of the time can..
both of us were! ><

the movie was only sad cos it was touching,
and you could literally feel how the lead was feeling as the movie progressed,
like you were her..
thats wat made the story even better!

it was worth not watching kite runner today.. (:
and i'd TOTALLY recommend it to you guys! SERIOUSLY!
cos im gonna tell ALL my frens to watch it cos its THAT nice and its THAT worth it! :D
LOVE <3!

IRISH GUYS..
wonder wat type of husband i'll have..
hehe..

anws,
as i was walking with mel to my hse,
we were talking and talking,
and i suddenly said,"i wonder, among us (sarah, clemence, mel and me), who wld get married first," cos I WANNA BE THEIR BRIDESMAID! ^^
and then mel said, "NO! i wanna be a bridesmaid TOO! maybe we can take turns.."
but like DUH-UH..
you cant do that,
cos bridesmaids are suppose to be single ppl..
rite?
i dunno..
but i always thought it'll be fun to be someone's bridesmaid at their wedding!
mel and i decided we'll try our BEST to keep in contact with one another,
and i'll DEFINATELY ask her to be my bridesmaid..
wld i?
if i get married first of cos..
but we both wanna get married around the same age..
so we'll see who's wedding is first! <3!
anws.. tmr is chem SPA 2!
and i dunno wat to study la..
haix..
gonna die..
but like i dun wanna..
so how?!!!
HELP!!
okie.. gonna try to study?
LOVE!

P.S. I LOVE YOU <3!

7:22 AM + Monday, February 25, 2008

anws..
i wanted to blog about how I have to keep blogging my my LAZY BFF - PETTYTIN..
he's SO lazy he wldnt even blog for himself..
give the excuse that he doesnt know wat to blog about..
AND.. he owes me my cab fee and a free movie!
I LOVE YOU BFF!
but thats only if you pay for the cab fee! (:
lol..

anws,
in case you didnt alr know,
BFF = BitchFriendsForeva.
not BestFriendsForeva.
though, the can still mean the same thing.
haha

okie.. since i have nth to blog about!
i will introduce new stuff i found out!
the other day, i overheard the convo mabel and charm were having,
and they were talking about some chick and dick thing.
i assure you,
this is NOT some sick thing okie..
anws,
i was curious,
so i asked them,
"HUH? wat chick dick thing? TELL ME!"
and then mabel told me it was some show that PAUL TWOHILL and KAY KAY did..
its called CHICK VS DICK btw..
hosted by PAUL TWOHILL AND KAY KAY..
this is a show about the battle of the sexes.
on youtube..
so far, only 3 episodes,
but hilarious!

then,
there's another one,
by xiaxue,
her guide to life..
HISTERICAL!
omg! you'll be so engrossed in this one!
DAMN FUNNAYE..
like all her weird antics,
and behaviour mind you..
she is really spontaneous,
and smtimes,
really,
DUN LISTEN TO HER ADVICE..
ITS BULLSHIT,
BUT FUNNAYE BULLSHIT. <3!
(dun mind the language btw.. )

anws..
i think thats all i wanna blog..
GUESS I'll GO catch an episode of xx (xiaxue)'s guide to life,
and laugh myself to slp!
LOL!

<3!

5:36 AM +

WATCH THIS VIDEO!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PZlNxUfrgwE

its really saddening to see mankind torture the poor creatures that GOD created for us to protect..
the horrifiying cruelty against the animals. i mean, how can anyone treat animals that way..
the cut the animal here and there,
and even as they are half alive,
they SKIN them ALIVE!
like really, ALIVE!
the HORROR!
i was shocked at the acts of human.
just to sell that piece of fur to earn some extra cash..
as i watched the video,
i was so sad,
i seriously cried okie.. T.T
i cant stand the cruelty against animals,
especially when they are so harmless.
haix..
when will the world stop in their tracks to reflect about the harm they are causing to the world and to themselves?

gotta go study now!
<3!

4:39 AM + Sunday, February 24, 2008

i was looking for nice songs to post in justin's xanga, then i remembered about this song OH SO LONG AGO..<3!

REAL GIRL by MUYTA

If I had one chance
In my life again
I wouldn't make no changes
Now or way back when (yeah)
And if everything turns out
But I cant wait to find out
What it is that God
The way I hope it goes

But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see,
when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world,
I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

And nothing's ever perfect
There's no guarantee
And if I knew the answers
It would put my mind at ease (no)
So I'll just keep on going
The way I've gone so far
And maybe I'll end up
Tryin' to catch a fallin star (yeah)

But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see,
when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

Baby this is who I am
Don't need you to understand
'Cause everything is right where it should be
It wont be long til you know about me,
'Cause I don't give a...
Even when I'm out of love
'Cause everythings just how it should be
And it wont be long till you know about me

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am
I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am



i really feel i can relate to this song,
because the lyrics are SOoo meaningful,
like though i dun really know who exactly i am yet,
BUT im NOT A LITTLE GIRL anymore.. (:

LOVE THE LYRICS AND THE SINGER!

<3!

8:48 PM + Friday, February 22, 2008

okie...
my mummy is a mummy you wld never wanna get i guess.
cos like no matter how many times i tell her wat im gonna do,
it NEVER gets into her skull..
i always try to tell myself,
its okie..
maybe its just that she's too busy with the hse,
cos there ARE a lot of things to manage around with,
but it just hurts me to think,
thats how much i mean to her,
THAT little..
too little for her to even rmb my daily activities..
its like,
last night for example,
i had amaths tuition at novel.

i told her the day before i was having tuition at novel,
and she said okie..
but then ytd,
in the morning,
she said,"come home early okie, then we'll go out for dinner and movie as a family.."
and then i looked at her and said,"i have amaths tuition tonight.."
and it didnt get into her skull okie..

after wards,
she kept asking me again and again wat i had ytd night..
i must have told her at least 15 times that i had amaths tuition ytd nite..

and my daddy,
he's even worse,
"its alright, SHE DOESNT TOUCH HER BOOKS.. no need to keep telling her to, she wanna fail her o's, then let her la.."
this is the kind of father i have..
someone who doesnt encourage you,
but puts you down everytime you try to stand up..
its not that i dun touch my books..
i DO!
but its cos i read my books even before i come home..
so OF COS they didnt see me touching my books.. -.-ll

THEN..
there is of cos ytd morning,
as we were on the way to sch..
he suddenly said,
"you STUPID girls..why you leaving the hse at 7?! you guys shld leave at 730 since you've never been late before,
you need to experience wat its like to be late! you girls are always SO INCONSIDERATE!..."

i was thinking about wat he said, and i thought,
HELLO?! your work is at 830? why do you have to leave SO EARLY?! and plus, your colleagues only arrive at 9 plus pls.. ARGH..

SEE! thats the kind of parents i live with pls..
my mum at least listens to me, though nth gets it,
but my dad doesnt even BOTHER listening to me..
and it kinda saddens me to think,
nobody is there to listen to me..
i guess thats kinda the reason why ppl think frens are better than family?

though i still feel that family is STILL the BEST..
those feelings will always change..

okie.. gotta go to church!
will upload some pics soon!
once i find the cable! ><

STEAMBOAT WITH CELL TONIGHT!!

6:33 AM +

OMG!! LOVE THIS SONG!!!!! ><
i accidentally came upon this song okie..
during my free period today..
REALLY NICE!

HATE.
by PLAIN WHITE TEES!

Love, love, love, love, love, love.

You were everything I wanted.
You were everything a girl could be.
Then you left me brokenhearted,
Now you don't mean a thing to me.
All I wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really don't like you.
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
Brought you around,and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really, really, really, don't like you.

I really, really, don't like you...

Thought that everything was perfect,
Isn't that how it's supposed to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it,
Now I think a little differently.
All I wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really don't like you.
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really, really, dont like you

Now that it's over,
you can't hurt me.
Now that it's over,
you can't bring me down.
All I wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really don't like you.
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really, really, dont like you

5:39 PM + Thursday, February 21, 2008

OMG!!
im Soooooooooo SORRY STELLA!
i kinda forgot your bdae..
and like i dunno if you'll read this,
but,

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!!
20th feb!
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!
SWEET 16!
so fast..

im so sorry i forgot..



<3!

6:17 AM + Wednesday, February 20, 2008

hmm..
today was actually quite stupid.. seriously..
okie.. today, had sch, NO TEST!
and plus, MRS CHITRA wasnt here today in sch today..
so like i was lucky enough to escape from her today..
but like, tmr, have to face her again i think.. haix..
havent done the compo yet la.. and i have to study for physics
haix..
i realised that almost everyday,
im studying for my tests in sch..
but yet my parents dun see anything..
the irony of ironies..
haha..

anws, my daddy just scolded me..
he said,"eh, dun kid yourself, how can you study and blog at the same time?"

and i was thinking.. thats dumb..
cos for one,
i wasnt blogging when i was studying..
i just took the physics book up onto my lap, and i didnt touch my laptop okie..
like it was untouched for one..

so..
i wanted to tell everyone wat i did today!
okie..
first, as i was about to settle down for my free period, suddenly ppl dragged my down to sell drinks for my class..
it was really fun, cos i was like scooping the ice cream! (:
we sold floats and supposedly "slurpies"..
but we made a new concoction and changed the slurpies to 4D concoction!
REALLY YUMMAYE okie..
like i HAD to have one of my own can..
as i sold, i was looking out for my juniors,
YOU GUYS WERE SOoo NICE!
you all deserve kisses pls..
MUACKS!
haha
my juniors were the ones that bought from me lor..
ppl like CC.. huh! say wat my fren, then never even buy from me!.. dun wanna talk to you le la!
HMPH!..

anws, we managed to earn like $294 or smth? without deducting the money spent of cos..
and like if we did, we wld have only earned $228 or smth? so its really little, and we like plan to chip in a bit each, to make the total $300 plus! ^^

OH YA!
anyone wants FREE HUGS!
haha..
i was like hugging MABEL and like dunno who during PE today la..
haha..
cos we were playing basketball,
and in order to defend,
i apparently seemed to be "hugging" them half the time! ><
I LOVE THEM TOO MUCH! (:

after sch,
i immediately rushed off,
cos i was catching a movie with..
GUESS WHO!
okie la..
i'll tell you..

i went with yuresh..

dun ask me why,
cos i guess i just cldnt resist a FREE MOVIE with ALL EXPENSES paid for! ^^

you see, these are the NICE people i need to know more of..
SO, ANYONE KNOW OF ANY?!
MUST tell me okie!! ^^

so we watch fool's gold..
HE suggested it..
see! shld have listened to me and watched KUNG FU DUNK..
but i thought fool gold was quite nice lei..
its quite funny.. and SPECIAL, like the script, but i guess it wasnt very well publicised of la..
BUT.. KUNGFU DUNK wld have had been better.. T.T

anws,
we cabbed around singapore la..
HE PAID!
and i didnt even have to spend a SINGLE cent!
IM SO HAPPY! ^^

okie.. gonna study now or i'll never be done!
NITES!
<3!

7:00 AM + Tuesday, February 19, 2008

for all those that are interested to know smth really really NICE of me,
i helped justin blog okie.. im like THAT nice la..
its on his xanga btw..
www.xanga.com/emo_beano

dun ask me why its so WEIRD..
oh ya! i make WEIRD frens rmb..
haha.. so of cos wateva they do is WEIRD!
haha..
anws, its a REALLY nice post okie..
and we shld have another petition to BAN DOTA cos its SUCH a LOSER game..
seriously..
its for people with no lives..
and if your one of them,
WELL, you have NO LIFE too.. (;
its true.. dun ask me why, its just a LOSER game..
seriously..
i mean, HELLO?!
who wun kill to sleep just a few more hrs huh?!
but that LOSER JUSTIN..
will GIVE UP those hrs to play DOTA..
haix..
tsk tsk..
kids these days..
haha..

anws..
SO..
PETITION TO STOP DOTA! ^^

okie..
mummy's nagging..
gonna slp..

<3!

6:04 AM + Monday, February 18, 2008

MY MUMMY!
lol..
let me retell wat happened just 5 mins ago..
haha..
sorry..
cant forget her first expression..
haha
okie..
so anws, she was like wondering if she shld paint her nails, and i said,"ME ME! i help you do!"
after all, i was bored.. and mind you, i havent studied for maths.. ><
so, i took my nail stuff, and suddenly, she said,"OH NO! im not painting my nails anymore.. i just rmb i have a case tmr where im sitting RIGHT in front of the judge, and i wldnt want him thinking im some BIMBO rite?"
yes.. she used those exact words mind you..
haa..
anws, so i buffed her nails for her instead, and then i offered to cut it for her, since her nails were a bit long..
and i asked her,"so, how do you wanna cut it, straight?"
and she replied,"erm.. okie.."

so i cut..

but after i showed her,
she sprang up!
"OH MY GOD! NAOMI! look at wat she did to my nails! HELP ME!"

i was wondering, wat'd i do wrong? its straight okie.. and i DID consult her..

she then continued," ITS SO UGLY! okie.. you dun have to carry on cutting now.."

and she jumped up some more, admiring her "UGLY" nails which i thought were pretty, and STRAIGHT! as she requested..
but apparently, she wasnt refering to french nails straight, but more of curvy ones.. -.-ll

BUT!
her reaction was SERIOUSLY cute la.. i was like laughing for the last 5 mins.. haha..

okie.. nth to blog about again..
ahhaha..
<3!

4:58 AM +

today, apparently, i was FULLY AWAKE during chapel service!
really amazing okie..
but then again, i guess its nth, cos the speaker WAS REALLY FUNNY!
LOL.
anws, today, it was kinda okie..
cos we had to rush through a lot of hmwk!
haha..
and i loved it! though it was really rush..
but anws..
the fun started AFTER sch..
haha..
we went to play pool!
and on the way, clemence asked me, "why dun we go home straight after sch?"
and i replied.."cos we are WEIRD ppl who DUN go home after sch.."
LOL!
good anws rite?

anws..
we played pool at bukit timah shopping centre, next to beauty world..
DAMN CHEAP la.. we played for two hrs, at like 7 bucks?
then like we went in sch uni also no one cared..
haha..
anws, then there was an arcade there, and we played DATONA! haha.. i think you spell it that way..
and BISHI BASHI!
haha..
REALLY FUN!
and we ate waffles, and sarah bought bubble tea! NICE NICE!
haha..
and then i went home..
stupid..hhaa..
anws..
JUSTIN HEAH AND I ARE BFFs, BITCH FRENS FOREVA! (:
but wat he did today.. was unforgivable.. BLEAGHX!

anws.. gotta go..
<3!

7:17 AM + Sunday, February 17, 2008

this afternoon, i heard some new gal introducing this song, BANANA PANCAKES by JACK JOHNSON, i dunno? it sounded catchy, so i went to search up on it,
NICE!!
and then minny introduced me another song, GOOD PEOPLE.
EVEN NICER!
where'd all the good people go...

anws, thought i'd post the lyrics of only good people, cos i think its nicer!
HEHE..

GOOD PEOPLE by JACK JOHNSON.

Oh, you win, it's your show now
So what's it gonna be
Cause people will tune in
How many train wrecks do we need to see
Before we lose touch of
We thought this was low
Well, it's bad, getting worse so
Where'd all the good people go ?
I've been changing channels
I don't see them on the TV shows
Where'd all the good people go ?
We got heaps and heaps of what we sow
They got this and that
With a rattle a tat
Testin, 1, 2,
Man, what you gonna do
Bad news, misused
Got too much to lose
Gimme some truth
Now whose side are we on ?
Whatever you say, turn on the boobtube
I'm in the mood to obey
So lead me astray, and by the way now
Where'd all the good people go ?
I've been changing channels
I don't see them on the TV shows
Where'd all the good people go ?
We got heaps and heaps of what we sow
Sitting around, feeling far away
So far away, but I can feel the debris, Can you feel it ?
You interrupt me from a friendly conversation
To tell me how great it's all gonna be
You might notice some hesitation (Because)
It's important to you, it's not important to me
But way down by the edge of your whole reason
Let's beginning the show
And all I really wanna know is
Where'd all the good people go ?,
I've been changing channels
I don't see them on the TV shows
Where'd all the good people go ?
We got heaps and heaps of what we sow
(Where'd all the good people go ?)
They got this and that
With a rattle a tat
Testin, 1, 2,
Man, what you gonna do
Bad news, misused
Gimme some truth
You got too much to lose
(where'd all the good people go ?)
Now whose side are we on today ?
Anyway, ok whatever you say
Wrong or resolute, but in the mood to obey
Station through station
Desensitizing the nation
Where'd all the people go ?
Going, going, gone...

5:29 AM +

OMG! let me ask everyone okie,
is it CHIM or CHEEM?!
as in profound.
cos CC keeps INSISTING that it CHEEM when its OBVIOUSLY CHIM!
an extract of our convo..


♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
hey talk more cheem in your posts again leh
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
improve ur english
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
hahaha
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
BTW
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
WHY DO I SEE YOU ONLINE MORE OFTEN NOWADAYS
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
hahhaha
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
cos i like to come online
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
hahhahaha
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
ISNT YOUR COMP SPOILED
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
wat does chem have to do with english?
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
no..
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
cheeeeemmm
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
cheem
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
very long ago fixed le
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
cheem?**
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
=.=
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
like
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
sophisticated
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
dun understand
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
=.=
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
CHIM la..
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
CHEEEEMMM
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
hahhaha
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
NO!
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
CHIM!!
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
chiminology!!
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
i like my way of spelling it
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
(:
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
no..
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
i like mine!
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
so you shld follow mine! (:
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
hahhaa
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
CHEEMENOLOGY
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
noooo
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
NO!!
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
CHINMINOLOGY!!!!
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
MY ONE IS SPELLED CORRECTLY!
♥charisse feels so close ; o4_o2_o6 says:
haha there is no such word
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
well, there's NO such word as CHEEMENOLOGY either!
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
haha
❤ miko! **[ this is the way you left me, im not pretending. no hope,no love,no glory, NO happy ending. ]** says:
so mine's stands as a word

and she moved on to another topic..
so typical CC, cannot argue, CHANGE TOPIC!
haha..
and wayne classified her as "THAT KIND"..
weird description okie..
but wait, they ARE a WEIRD COUPLE!
haha..

anws..
got nth else to blog about.. until later?! haha.. maybe..

<3!

1:09 AM +

LOL! my granny's SO cute!
she called blogger, BROGER! haha..

anws, i didnt really wanna post, but i went to browse at mel's blog..
the poem was really meaningful!
like its all about the strength of men..
and it aint about the physical strength, but more of appropriately using the simple gifts that God gave each one of us..
like a heart to love and a soul to show concern to everyone else..

P.S to smelly melly,
dun understand wat you meant by only part of it was for me.. im refering to your post btw..
but then again, WAT GUILTY CONSCIENCE?!

OH YA!
i wanted to post about wat PAT dearest shared during cell last night,
emphasising on wat the tongue can do to a person..
not the physical way okie..
but like emotionally.

she mentioned that if anyone wanted to become mature believers, we must first learn to control our tongues. becos the way we handle our speeches reflect how we are doing spiritually. thus it is important to tame our tongues.

further emplanations..
1) our tongues determine where we go..
- our words shape us, and according to # JAMES 3:4, our words are like a rdder of a big ship, it can either steer us on course or off course..
and it also has an impact on others, cos if we keep insulting them, they'll take wat you say as true and start thinking of themselves that way..

2) our tongues can destroy wateva we have..
- like a fire under control, our words can provide others with warmth and light. but when out of control, it can wreck havoc and devastation to others.
gossip is the most dangerous, as it spreads like wild fire, destroying everything in its path..
# PROVERBS 12:25

3) our tongues displays who we are as a person.
- it reveals our character. # JAMES 3:9-12
* wateva that comes out from our tongue, is directly from our heart.
therefore, the problem is NOT your tongue, but your heart.
so no matter how you try to hide it, or deny it, it will still be revealed.

BUT! there's always a remedy..
to improve..

1) we need to GET A NEW HEART! ♥
- we need to consistently ask GOD to renew and change our hearts, and to be aware of ppl who need a new heart..
(this applies to everyone okie.. just bcos you alr ARE a christian, doesnt mean you have a pure heart. cos nobody is perfect!)
# EPHESIANS 4:21-25,29-32

2) ask GOD for help everyday..
- point to rmb.. we will NEVER have full control of our tongues, cos no one is perfect.
BUT! we know someone who IS! and that is GOD..
and we can work towards perfection with the help of GOD..

3) THINK before you SPEAK..
- one must put your mind in gear before you set your mouth in motion.
(in simpler words, consider wat you say, before you say it. so you dun hurt people unneccessarily.)
# JAMES 1:19
-> be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to anger.
so therefore, i conclude, in lame man's language..
IF YOU HAVE NOTHING GOOD TO SAY, DUN SAY IT!

seriously..
MIND YOU!
i aint directing this post at anyone okie..
i just wanted to share with everyone, and also leave a footnote for myself, so if i ever read my old posts i wld see this!
haha..

okie..
i'll upload some pics!


SQEEZE!!

OMG! we were on the kiddy car ride okie.. ><

still on it..

lamao cam whoring pics!

SOME MORE LOL ONES!

okie.. gotta go.. SWIMMING!!

<3!

6:30 AM + Friday, February 15, 2008

im wondering, if anyone has ever felt like im feeling before..
like even i have never felt like this before..
and im not getting all holy now or anything,
but i really need to get this out..
its like God is the one thats testing me,
training me, making me a better person..
and i only understood this after talking to wayne..
THKS my brother from another mother! LOL!
okie.. getting lame on myself..
but still..
i think God must have a plan, for making me experience all this..
from the first incident, the one involving nic..
the first one that left a deep impression on me, i mean, it hurt deeply,
and its one of the first lessons about life that i learnt.

now, its about today..
its just that suddenly, everything seems so superficial.
like, i dunno wat frens are called anymore..
i cant tell which ones are true or not..
its so..

it started with me suddenly having to plan a National Education skit.
smth i always HATE to do..
to plan smth for the class to do and perform it..
i mean, it hard to get the class organised..
and i think those that have tried before can relate to this..

i had to stay up, and sacrifice my slp to do a script that no one in my class appreciated.
i mean, think about this,
i did a nice script that i put so much effort into it, and yet no one cared.
and then they even asked me,"mariko, why dun we have a powerpoint slide? why didnt you do it?! everyone has one!"
HELLO?!!
reflect, maybe its cos no one was helping me, and i cldnt do everything by myself?!
IDIOTS..

and like even melody lim! idiot la..
my phone got confiscated..
not anyone's fault, so i wun blame anyone,
but cant they understand how i feel after my phone got confiscated?!
like, im not feeling happy..
so dun irritate me further wat..
ask mel where she was,
then i told her i was coming..
but when i reached there,
SHE WAS GONE...
i felt so alone la.. but you'll never get it,
cos i'll never do smth lidat to anyone..
even if it was someone that wasnt close to me.. much less a person im SO close to.
but no, mel, you did just the exact opposite.
and i had no way to get you!
or did you forget I DUN HAVE MY PHONE?!!

now, i need to pray for patience and forgiveness..
but most importantly,
for God to mend my broken heart.. T.T
haiz..

okie.. wun blog anymore..
sad mariko leaving..

5:00 PM + Thursday, February 14, 2008

okie.. i dunno whether to bitch about this or not, cos its just been bugging me since yesterday..
i mean, how can ppl be so bitchy and only think about themselves all the time.
im talking about the stupid National Education thing okie..
the one where i had to stay up until 4 plus to do a script to submit to the teachers or die?

and ytd, we had a full dress rehersal, cos today is TOTAL DENCE DAY! :/
anws, HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY!

so back to where i stopped, we had rehersals rite, and it was like our first prac, cos everyone refused to stay back before that, so you cant put the blame on me rite? but like, no one cared, and as much as i explained to them, i could see that no one got it.. like cos they were talking among themselves and all.. and then they blamed me when they couldnt get it rite.. seriously..
they always complain when they see some other class putting on an act and then you cant see anything or hear anything cos they are too far back the stage and then the people arent speaking into the mic.
and ytd, i tried to get them to move forward and all, which slowed our progress la..
but it was called perfecting it..
as a drama student, i cant see this take place.. i know im demanding, but! i cant help it..

but megan ytd was like,"mariko! dun tell us HOW to do it, just tell us, WHAT to do.."

i totally told her,"how to tell you all WAT to do when you aint listening and giving me all this bullshit.. like HELLO?! i asked you all to act drunk, wat did you do? you went to SKIP on stage.. DOES THAT LOOK DRUNK TO YOU?!"

then kim said,"it doesnt matter mariko, just tell us wat to do!"

i got pissed at that moment, cos its not that i refused to tell them wat to do, but its cos i do tell them wat to do, but they WON'T LISTEN! so HOW was i to get across to them if it was lidat?!!

then one by one, they came up to me, and kept going,"MARIKO! WHY SO LONG?! LIKE I WANNA GO HOME.."

i just stared at those inconsiderate ppl and said,"you dun think i wanna? you think your the only one meh?"

and just as i turned my back, each time i say smth lidat, they will start bitching about how bitchy i am, BUT! they never really understand how tired i was that day, i mean.. i always hated projects like this, cos its SO hard to get across to everyone.. haix..

i seriously wanted to cry ytd.. like tears swelled up in my eyes, but i told myself,"MARIKO! your not gonna gain their pity by crying, it'll just make things worse.."

i have to be strong and not seem weak rite?
i bet half the class hates me, the people like megan, belicia, beverly,kimberly, and whoever or wateva la.. haha..

ANWS! bitchy session OVER!
got THAT out of my chest.. haha.. HOPEFULLY..

anws.. gotta finish my zhou ji..

OH YA!
sorry justin i spolied your "wonderful" phone.. hehe..

7:38 AM + Wednesday, February 13, 2008

OMG!
american idol is like SOOOO GOOD!
i dunno, but i think its like this season only.. ^^
or they are just showing all the talents.. haha..
cos i used to hate watching auditions, but i've been sitting down, listening to ALL of them, AND I LOVE MOST OF THEM!
its gonna be SO difficult to choose one to support till the end.. haha..
there's a carrie look-a-like! haha..
but she has a really weird song choice, and then, she CANNOT put on make up! so UGLY!
OH NO!! i LOVE josiah, but he's crumbling at the stress...
i wanna help him la.. T.T
YAY! he's singing NOT SO WELL! ><
BUT HE MADE IT THROUGH!! ^^

okie.. i have to study chem today.. HELP!
i was baking cookies and preparing the flowers for tmr..
gonna have a BIG problem tmr..
haha..
anws, gonna type some chem stuff here to revise!

exothermic is bond making, -ve, reactant has higher energy than product, temp of mixture will drop. (it doesnt make sense, but at least i group it into that..)
reason why the product has a lower enrgy level than the reactant is because heat is released to the surroundings as the reaction takes place, thus the chemical content decreases.

endothermic is bond breaking, +ve, reactant has a lower energy level than the product. therefore, the temp of the mixture will rise.
reason why the product has a higher energy level is because heat is absorbed from the surroundings when the reaction takes place, thus the chemical energy content increases. ^^

omg, i hope i can rmb at least that.. -.-ll

why must the mixture be heated before the reaction occurs?
heat must be absorbed to overcome the activation energy.

heat can be removed once the reaction starts.why?
cos if the reaction is exothermic, the energy evolved is sufficient for the experiment to keep going.

okie..
im going off..

but.. gonna wish everyone out there, whether couples or singles,

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

6:32 AM + Tuesday, February 12, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYLONG!!!

you know i LOVE you SO! <3!

today was really fun and all,
we went to BUDDY'S to celebrate our DEAR, OH SO OH SO DEAR fren, cheryl ong/lee's bdae..
(sorry.. not sure wats your surname now.. change too many times la.. PAISEI! >< )

anws, we cam whored A LOT!
but like im tired, and i got like SS speech to do,
"imagine i was President Bush (the old one), and i had to lead the Un troops to defend Saudi Arabia and get Iraq out of Kuwait by FORCE!"
its so rubbish.. cos, i cant even write a proper compo, and she wants me to pretend im the PRESIDENT OF AMERICA!
SIAO!
haha..
okie.. sorry sorry.. wun be so mean to MRS SETO,
since she's so nice! and she wants to relieve the days of being an english teacher..
haix..
torture her poor students.. haha..

okie.. enough self pity..
haiyo.. this valentine's day is SO screwed up la..
firstly, i havent prepared anything for anyone,
and ppl are gonna gimme..
so im gonna feel REALLY bad if i dun return a gift.. haix..
shld have bought more of those cheap earrings as GIFTS.. T.T
REGRETS!!

anws, i think, cos there is no time to bake, and my momma wants to move the oven tmr,
so, seriously, i have NO TIME, and NO OVEN to bake with..
so.. i guess its gonna be FLOWERS! haha..
but dunno if its too late to order now.. shldnt be rite? haha..
okie..

**REMINDER TO SELF!
ORDER FLOWERS!
MAKE A LIST OF WHO TO GIVE FLOWERS TO FIRST!
(cos i always end up with not enough to go ard..)

maybe i shld give sweets too!
haix..
no time for nice thoughts..

GOT SS SPEECH THING!

OKIE!
THATS ALL FOLKS!

<3!

8:21 AM + Sunday, February 10, 2008

okie.. i know, i opened the blogger page to post and all, but its like.. stupid.. dunno wat to post.
i mean, there's TOO MUCH to post about..
like for eg. wat i did today, go around cell's members hse for visitation. the different events,
or how annoying my dad is ( which might not end well, and even land me in a spot where my "NICE" cousin can threaten me again )
or just talk about random stuff!
hahah
okie.. doing ALL?! haha.. maybe..
anws, today was REALLY FUN!
but my mood now is.. TIRED><
i seriously fell aslp at kat's hse today.. our cell's last home to visit! haha..
today.. we went to keith's hse, my hse, charisse's hse, then finally kat's hse..
thing to note: NEVER BELIEVE CC WHEN SHE SAYS HER HSE IS SMALL!
her HSE IS BIG CAN.. for a condo.. and she has a NICE VIEW from her hse la.. can see sentosa, and vivo! and like A LOT of things la.. her mummy was nice and explaining everything to me la..
her mummy reminded me so much of my mummy.. but others might not think so cos you guys just havent seen the nice side of my mummy! ^^
anws.. we played a modified version of blackjack. where we dun play with money, but with just play, and those that cant beat the banker, wld need to answer a question set by the banker. but if the banker gets blackjack, then he/she gets to choose three questions for anybody to ans.
and yong en the STUPID IDIOT got it.. stupid la.. and he chose me, to answer ALL his three qns.. and they were DAMN STUPID.
qns #1: among the guys in our cell, who wld you consider marrying/ dating.
(qns was set by andrea, cos earlier in the cab, i was telling him how i classified the guys.. stupid me la..)
i cldnt ans that.. cos all the guys were horrible.. not my type.. haha.. but i had to choose. so i kept silent.
qns #2: who wld you choose to shoot, shag, and marry. among yong en, ray and andrea.
(qns set by kat, who wanted revenge from drama.. ARGH)
i kept even quieter. stunned that i got such stupid qns. AND I HAD TO ANS! this one was a die die qns, i mean, kat shld have included keith. at least he not so bad. but still, as bad la.. haha.. i guess your confused. but argh! haha..
i took like 10 mins before i gave my answers..
i chose to shoot yong en bcos he was the most annoying one.
shag ray, and marry andrea.
and pat came up with the conclusion.
"so mariko wants communication with her partner (yong en NEVER picks up his phone). and isnt very active (ray plays a lot of sports). and doesnt mind noise (andrea makes ALOT of noise, which im used to,cos my hse is ALR so noisy!)"
and i was thinking.. eh! that makes sense! hahhaa..
it was stupid, cos after that, they kept making fun of that..
yong en wanted to shoot the last stupid qns at me, but lucky pat came to the rescue and set a new rule," she cannot ans more than more qns!"
I WAS LIKE PHEW! hahaa....
anws, the rest of the day was wasted la.. and my mummy actually wanted to let me out late.. haix.. but i was a good girl and went home! haha..
okie.. i think the rest is useless to talk about.. gonna slp!
but i'll upload some pics first!

the pics are not in order of events btw! i just upload them you see! ^^


SMILEY!



MY CELL AND KAT's PARENTS!
BAI NIAN!


OHMYGOD! CNY GOODIES!! >

8:32 AM + Friday, February 08, 2008

okie.. i' too tired to do anything more.. my eyes are literally closing as my speak.. tsk.. NITES!

today is the second day of CNY! WHOO HOO!!
today was DAMN FUN la.. haha

firstly, i won A LOT of money, like about 50 odd from playing blackjack,
its partly thks to my sis la..
let her take credit for that!
anws, JEREMY is STUPID! lol!
like the last post was TOTALLY HIM!
he THREATENED me! ><
poor me..
have family members who wanna do me in..
like that part of the family,
always leaking out things to my family,
just cos they dun read my blog..

random fact: JEREMY's DAD, my UNCLE, IS COOL!
like seriously, i mean, he clubs almost every night,
and he listens to VERY hip songs!
i dun mind having him as my dad la..
*hope he doesnt read this, then he wun be so ego.. OMG!

anws, i got to know jeremy the idiot better la..
cos he opened up more.
he used to be REALLY anti-social la
like he just wldnt talk to anyone!
haha..
but i guess charmaine changed him?
dunno?
EH HIMBO!
WHY SUCH A BIG CHANGE?
**himbo = jeremy

i like my family and my extended family.
smtimes, i feel SO fortunate,
like i feel there's so much GOD gave to me..
okie..
im being random, but i dun care la..
GOD gave me a good family,
ppl who care, and show it
and who are there for you when you need help
and he gave me frens to guide me and teach me things i'd NEVER learn at sch.
and i guess, i can only thk HIM for it! ^^

oh..
i read mel's blog just now,
wun tell which one,
but like she sounded SO sad in her recent post..
and i actually felt surprised i didnt notice anything..
i feel so bad and guilty as her fren.
i mean, im closer to her than anyone else,
and yet, i didnt sense anything at all.
i feel so useless la.
but her post sounded so much like she was talking to me..
like she was saying it was too hard to put on an act anymore,
and she sounded like she was on the verge of giving up in life.
she doesnt tell me stuff anymore,
and i feel we're just drifting..
further and further apart.
okie.. i'm starting to blabber on..
but this IS my blog..
so..
anws, i wanna help her,
but i dunno how to,
i feel so lost..
i'll pray to GOD for guidance,
and hopefully someone will teach me how.
but i really hope she can feel the joy i feel about my family,
cos she's got her annoying mother that hardly anyone can stand.
i dun wanna always sound like im trying to make her jealous or anything.
but..
haix..
i dun even know how to phrase it now.

but thats gonna be another thing on the prayer list!
anws, i played the sparkles with my siblings and jeremy, suppose to play with my other cousins too, but they had to go off. BUT IT WAS FUN!
like FUN to play with sparkles after SO LONG! haha..
and HIMBO has NO childhood can,
cant believe he NEVER played with sparkles before.
its SO common!
and FUN!
i'll just upload some photos i took of today!
really lil today la..
haha..

5:48 AM +

helo world
my name's mariko
and i tihnk my cousin jeremy is very hot

8:07 AM + Thursday, February 07, 2008

okie.. today is REALLY the FIRST DAY OF CNY!!
IT WAS SUPER DUPER FUN!!
seriously.
in the morning, i woke up really early, but then i went to watch tv and all, and i ended up being the last. as usual.
and my dad was like nagging the WHOLE time, actually, only on the way to my mama's house. about how much she had rushed him and all.. the norm.
anws, it was kinda boring at my granny's cause..
1) it was early,
2) did'nt have much to talk to my cousins about.

so we had breakfast, OH how i LOVE BAGUA! but i cldnt eat so much, cos it REALLY fattening right? haix..

so.. we went to my gupo's house, which is my yeye's sister. she DIDNT recognise me!! >< like she kept asking me, who i was and all.. so like haix la.. then in the end, she didnt gimme a hong bao.. so im ONE hong bao SHORT! T.T
after that, cos some other relative was not at home, we changed our plans and went to my popo's place! YAYNESS la!

cos i wanted to win some money okie.. cos ytd i earned like $20 from playing blackjack! and i gave my mummy $5, my daddy $5, and my granny $2! haha.. i feel so good.. okie okie.. dun say anything!

okie.. i lost today la, like at that time..

we left my popo's hse at about 5 plus? to go to my grand uncle's hse. my father's side.
his hse is DAMN big! every year, all of my dad's side relatives will meet there, so it kinda saves everyone the hassle of going around.^^

i liked it A LOT this yr! cos like we played SNAP JACK! new game, SUPER FUN! i teach you all nxt time! :)
i got to know my cousin's A BIT better, like tiny bit, but like i only see them ONCE a year.. so i dun think i've progressed much so far in life, as in getting to know them. i rmb i used to dread going to my grand uncle's house, cos i DIDNT know ANYONE there. but over the years, i've opened up, and so have they! SO.. hope i get to know them EVEN better NEXT YR! haha..
oh anws, i got cheated! my sparkles i bought didnt work.. so i felt DAMN paisei la.. haix.. BUT! they didnt get the chance to scold me! ^^ my dad was too anxious to go over to my mum's side of the family to earn some money! haha..

so... to end the vistiting, we went to my yipo's hse! it was really fun la! like i didnt sit down to play, but i kept investing in people. so i made back wat i lost in the afternoon! I FEEL HAPPY! :)

i'll just upload some pics here!



i live in a spastcis family,
my sister is spastic, and my mum doesnt look any better! ^^



my cousin, amanda, and me!


MONEY FROM THE POOL! started from 20cents each to this much!


EWW! she kissed me!! ><


MY DADDY AND ME! :)


okie.. it getting late.. so i'll stop here!

<3!