okie.. i' too tired to do anything more.. my eyes are literally closing as my speak.. tsk.. NITES!
today is the second day of CNY! WHOO HOO!!
today was DAMN FUN la.. haha
firstly, i won A LOT of money, like about 50 odd from playing blackjack,
its partly thks to my sis la..
let her take credit for that!
anws, JEREMY is STUPID! lol!
like the last post was TOTALLY HIM!
he THREATENED me! ><
poor me..
have family members who wanna do me in..
like that part of the family,
always leaking out things to my family,
just cos they dun read my blog..
random fact: JEREMY's DAD, my UNCLE, IS COOL!
like seriously, i mean, he clubs almost every night,
and he listens to VERY hip songs!
i dun mind having him as my dad la..
*hope he doesnt read this, then he wun be so ego.. OMG!
anws, i got to know jeremy the idiot better la..
cos he opened up more.
he used to be REALLY anti-social la
like he just wldnt talk to anyone!
haha..
but i guess charmaine changed him?
dunno?
EH HIMBO!
WHY SUCH A BIG CHANGE?
**himbo = jeremy
i like my family and my extended family.
smtimes, i feel SO fortunate,
like i feel there's so much GOD gave to me..
okie..
im being random, but i dun care la..
GOD gave me a good family,
ppl who care, and show it
and who are there for you when you need help
and he gave me frens to guide me and teach me things i'd NEVER learn at sch.
and i guess, i can only thk HIM for it! ^^
oh..
i read mel's blog just now,
wun tell which one,
but like she sounded SO sad in her recent post..
and i actually felt surprised i didnt notice anything..
i feel so bad and guilty as her fren.
i mean, im closer to her than anyone else,
and yet, i didnt sense anything at all.
i feel so useless la.
but her post sounded so much like she was talking to me..
like she was saying it was too hard to put on an act anymore,
and she sounded like she was on the verge of giving up in life.
she doesnt tell me stuff anymore,
and i feel we're just drifting..
further and further apart.
okie.. i'm starting to blabber on..
but this IS my blog..
so..
anws, i wanna help her,
but i dunno how to,
i feel so lost..
i'll pray to GOD for guidance,
and hopefully someone will teach me how.
but i really hope she can feel the joy i feel about my family,
cos she's got her annoying mother that hardly anyone can stand.
i dun wanna always sound like im trying to make her jealous or anything.
but..
haix..
i dun even know how to phrase it now.
but thats gonna be another thing on the prayer list!
anws, i played the sparkles with my siblings and jeremy, suppose to play with my other cousins too, but they had to go off. BUT IT WAS FUN!
like FUN to play with sparkles after SO LONG! haha..
and HIMBO has NO childhood can,
cant believe he NEVER played with sparkles before.
its SO common!
and FUN!
i'll just upload some photos i took of today!
really lil today la..
haha..
