okie.. i dunno whether to bitch about this or not, cos its just been bugging me since yesterday..
i mean, how can ppl be so bitchy and only think about themselves all the time.
im talking about the stupid National Education thing okie..
the one where i had to stay up until 4 plus to do a script to submit to the teachers or die?
and ytd, we had a full dress rehersal, cos today is TOTAL DENCE DAY! :/
anws,
HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY!so back to where i stopped, we had rehersals rite, and it was like our first prac, cos everyone refused to stay back before that, so you cant put the blame on me rite? but like, no one cared, and as much as i explained to them, i could see that no one got it.. like cos they were talking among themselves and all.. and then they blamed me when they couldnt get it rite.. seriously..
they always complain when they see some other class putting on an act and then you cant see anything or hear anything cos they are too far back the stage and then the people arent speaking into the mic.
and ytd, i tried to get them to move forward and all, which slowed our progress la..
but it was called perfecting it..
as a drama student, i cant see this take place.. i know im demanding, but! i cant help it..
but megan ytd was like,"mariko! dun tell us HOW to do it, just tell us, WHAT to do.."
i totally told her,"how to tell you all WAT to do when you aint listening and giving me all this bullshit.. like HELLO?! i asked you all to act drunk, wat did you do? you went to SKIP on stage.. DOES THAT LOOK DRUNK TO YOU?!"
then kim said,"it doesnt matter mariko, just tell us wat to do!"
i got pissed at that moment, cos its not that i refused to tell them wat to do, but its cos i do tell them wat to do, but they WON'T LISTEN! so HOW was i to get across to them if it was lidat?!!
then one by one, they came up to me, and kept going,"MARIKO! WHY SO LONG?! LIKE I WANNA GO HOME.."
i just stared at those inconsiderate ppl and said,"you dun think i wanna? you think your the only one meh?"
and just as i turned my back, each time i say smth lidat, they will start bitching about how bitchy i am, BUT! they never really understand how tired i was that day, i mean.. i always hated projects like this, cos its SO hard to get across to everyone.. haix..
i seriously wanted to cry ytd.. like tears swelled up in my eyes, but i told myself,"MARIKO! your not gonna gain their pity by crying, it'll just make things worse.."
i have to be strong and not seem weak rite?
i bet half the class hates me, the people like megan, belicia, beverly,kimberly, and whoever or wateva la.. haha..
ANWS! bitchy session OVER!
got THAT out of my chest.. haha.. HOPEFULLY..
anws.. gotta finish my zhou ji..
OH YA!
sorry justin i spolied your "wonderful" phone.. hehe..
