8:48 PM + Friday, February 22, 2008

okie...
my mummy is a mummy you wld never wanna get i guess.
cos like no matter how many times i tell her wat im gonna do,
it NEVER gets into her skull..
i always try to tell myself,
its okie..
maybe its just that she's too busy with the hse,
cos there ARE a lot of things to manage around with,
but it just hurts me to think,
thats how much i mean to her,
THAT little..
too little for her to even rmb my daily activities..
its like,
last night for example,
i had amaths tuition at novel.

i told her the day before i was having tuition at novel,
and she said okie..
but then ytd,
in the morning,
she said,"come home early okie, then we'll go out for dinner and movie as a family.."
and then i looked at her and said,"i have amaths tuition tonight.."
and it didnt get into her skull okie..

after wards,
she kept asking me again and again wat i had ytd night..
i must have told her at least 15 times that i had amaths tuition ytd nite..

and my daddy,
he's even worse,
"its alright, SHE DOESNT TOUCH HER BOOKS.. no need to keep telling her to, she wanna fail her o's, then let her la.."
this is the kind of father i have..
someone who doesnt encourage you,
but puts you down everytime you try to stand up..
its not that i dun touch my books..
i DO!
but its cos i read my books even before i come home..
so OF COS they didnt see me touching my books.. -.-ll

THEN..
there is of cos ytd morning,
as we were on the way to sch..
he suddenly said,
"you STUPID girls..why you leaving the hse at 7?! you guys shld leave at 730 since you've never been late before,
you need to experience wat its like to be late! you girls are always SO INCONSIDERATE!..."

i was thinking about wat he said, and i thought,
HELLO?! your work is at 830? why do you have to leave SO EARLY?! and plus, your colleagues only arrive at 9 plus pls.. ARGH..

SEE! thats the kind of parents i live with pls..
my mum at least listens to me, though nth gets it,
but my dad doesnt even BOTHER listening to me..
and it kinda saddens me to think,
nobody is there to listen to me..
i guess thats kinda the reason why ppl think frens are better than family?

though i still feel that family is STILL the BEST..
those feelings will always change..

okie.. gotta go to church!
will upload some pics soon!
once i find the cable! ><

STEAMBOAT WITH CELL TONIGHT!!